hmmm man it was beautiful out today . i have a headache. i did somethin i am very proud of myself for i sttod up to my friends. and not really that i stood up to myself. that was harder than anything. its not like any of them would have noticed me being there anywyas. i am tired of feeling brushed to the side or whatever and i am not gonna do it ( Read more... )

i know it has been forever. man i just have NO time....... grrrr. i am learning piano. whew hoo. and going to an orchestra on weds. plus me and this cute boy may go see the new adam snadler movie. yeyeyeyeyey! 10 days till i get to see paula ... yesss!

well its been a while so i decided i would finally write somethin.. i am at work. long night. hm i have been so busy. studyin and stuff. i really want to be good at what i am doin. so ya know. but other than school i have just been studyin and sleeping. i am ready to go to la. i got my car running. not fixed but it gets me to school for now. i am ( Read more... )

wow i was lookin over my journals and i sound like such an emo kid. hahha al depressed and stuff. wow i guess you can tell when i'm gonna start. haha nah i am a happy freakin person but life has sucked lately for me. i mean its been great but off the wall shit has been hindering my happiness. so damn the man. thats what i say i will not let ( Read more... )

ok... i am so sad. i waited like 2 months to see my friend play and i couldnt go. cuz i didnt have a ride. i wanted to see him so bad. he is so talented. grrrrrrrrrrrr. i am such a bad friend. and then we could have hung out but nooooooooooo i couldnt get there cuz i didnt have a freakin car. man i need to go buy a new ride. if you are reading this ( Read more... )

well my life is officially sucking. I got in a car wreck yestarday and no longer have a car. Some fuckin drunk driver hit me hard and ran off. so i am shit out of luck. i dont know how i am gonna egt to school ... .or work .. but i am really worried about school. I CANNNNNNNNOT fail. my life is riding on it. hmmmm. so i am pretty fucked up right ( Read more... )

man i am so dissapointed right now.... i really wanted to see someone. oh well. hmm i won tickets to see hoobastank, and story of the year and i think like linkin park and pod. it should be pretty cool. it's in little rock . the night b4 i go to LA. man.... well i cant really think of what to say. philosophy sucked assssssss today . and i went and ( Read more... )

hey guys.... well i am at work and about to leave.. just have to close in a lil bit.. i am writing now cuz i have to go home and do homeowrk and i am oh so tired. but i think my friend roomate and i are gonna watch a movie as well. my throat hurts soooooo bad. it sux. i feel like pooo pooo. oh well other than that i have had a good day excpept that ( Read more... )

wow it is so great... i actually had a day i could sleep in and i could only sleep till 930. how does that suck. i am off school today and off work so this is great. i have nothing to do today and so much to do today all in one. nothing necessary anywyas. ha ha .. well ok there are these 2 guys i am talkin too. i like them both in diffretn aspects ( Read more... )

i am so freakin tired so i am not writing much at all i am suprised i am even on here. i promised i would go to bed as soon as i got home and there is still much to do i have been out allllllllllllll day . it has been like that this whole week starting school. i have NO time. it sux i mean i do but i am always doin somethin... except i dont have to ( Read more... )