i feel like crap. I dont know why but i feel like i am doing nothing in worth while in my life. nothing i do matters. everything is a struggle. i cannot win.

well, christmas time is upon us and i havent done any shopping...i need to get on that crap. Oh yea i got my mid term in the mail and i think this is the first time my mom didnt care about it. yes! life is great and i wouldnt change a thing. except for christmas to last longer.

Ugh.

i dont know which path to take.

I dont even know why i bother to update this thing. No one reads it, no one comments, no one cares. so, i will continue to waste my time by typing this upgayte. Um...well nothing has really changed since last update...i havent applied to any colleges or for any scholarships. I didnt register for the ACT, i failed my ap calc test, i made an ass ( Read more... )

its been a while...not really but im saying it anyways. the airxraid/from these veins show went down a heck of a lot better than i had anticipated. this friday i am taking a trip to visit grand valley state university with sarah and will undoubtedly tear it apart, like i do everywhere i go ( Read more... )

So, Im pretty sure that im going to quit soccer if i dont play in the game on tuesday. Im sick of wasting my time.

If I didnt have something to look forward to tonight i might not want to leave my house.

i loved this weekend. everything about it was magic.

i just bought a guitar amp. its an engl thunder 50 . as you could guess its 50 watts all tube and is a 1x12 combo. here is how i feel: extatic.

p.s. if you have 3 vintage 30's laying around that you want to donate to me, ill gladly accept them.

i wish i could relive my freshman year.