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God I wish the post I tried to post yesterday went through. It was a good vent. but no. It basically talked about how life sucks, dad's a selfish baby, and mom keeps trying to give me presents because she can't make me better, which in turn makes me sadder. At least people seemed to have stopped the whole "What are you doing for school?" "Yeah you should just take a couple of classes at JCCC" "We could take classes togther!" ect.ect. crap. I did WANT to enroll. I realy did. But I guess not hurting so bad isn't going to happen anytime soon. Geez It's not like I expect to not hurt, to be pain free, some pain I can live with... can't we compermise here? Guess not.
Mom suggested waiting till next semester.(Online classes.... I HATE YOU!) Now I really don't have a choice. At least Dad prabably won't even mention school till he puts his clubs away for the winter.
I quit riding btw cause my legs hurt too much.
I'm so sick of being usesless. I'm such a waste of space. I can't even spend time with my own mother anymore because I make her too sad.
I will not go to the ER for pain relief tonight. I will tough it out again. I don't want to go to the ER.
Mom suggested waiting till next semester.(Online classes.... I HATE YOU!) Now I really don't have a choice. At least Dad prabably won't even mention school till he puts his clubs away for the winter.
I quit riding btw cause my legs hurt too much.
I'm so sick of being usesless. I'm such a waste of space. I can't even spend time with my own mother anymore because I make her too sad.
I will not go to the ER for pain relief tonight. I will tough it out again. I don't want to go to the ER.