Wow, it has been quite some time since I updated everyone (by everyone I mean the 1-2 people who actually still use LJ) on my coming and goings.  Boy, a ton of random stuff has happened since the middle of September, some of it good, some of it bad, some of it was bad but for the better and some of it good, but not necessarily for the better… and a ( Read more... )

you know whats fucked up?  not being able to talk to your friend whenever you want, not being able to call or txt or message or just hang out with your friend becuase their gf is crazy.  its like being the other woman but you arent interested in your friend!  wtf.  this pisses me off.  i really hate people sometimes

damn it... i got myself into another prediciment.  why cant life ever be easy?

so pissed right  now

 i try.... i try so hard to fix my bad karma from DC... maybe what i did was just too bad to forgive :'(

somehow its happened again... this is the 3rd time (that i know of) :'(

its really weird to see kids i went to schoo with all grown up and married becuase most of them i havent seen since they were like 15-16 years old.  8-9 years have past... it doesnt feel like it but yea, time really does not stand still. 

 went up to utica to see kimmie and damian last weekend.  it was a good time... i miss them a ton.  i wish we all lived closer together.  it was notre dame weekend and damians birthday.  this is the first time since like freshman year where i hung out with just them and not them + adam.  to be honest, i was a lil apprehensive about it but it turned ( Read more... )

 well... its been quite a couple of weekends.  i flew down to georgia again, to visit with adam.  i flew down thursday night and he picked me up from the airport in columbia, sc again.  i seriously felt so bad about my flight getting delayed so i didnt land until 1130pm + the 1 hour drive back to his apt in augusta.  hes a trooper and never ( Read more... )

really... it just goes to show you how every relationship is a learning experience.  if i hadnt met david and been confused for the better part of 2+ years... i wouldnt understand this new guy.  but, having learned from past experience... im not at all concerned and you know what... its better this way cause im not stressing about it... it is what ( Read more... )

hehe... dating... such an interesting time in life

one nice, moral guy and one nice, unmoral guy... makes every day an adventure