Well. Due to a "friend" not respecting my wishes and not keeping me and my x seperate in his world, i had a run in with m yx, and geuss what... same old shit. I lov ehim... i got sad, hes with his bf and i feel more alone and desolate than ever b4. I dunno whut to write, i geuss i just didnt wanna keep my emotions bottled up as i Usualy do. ( Read more... )

Well fucked up situation here. Very few people actualy know this, only those close to me here in Ontario. Some time ago i made an "investment" you could say back when iw as in winipeg. Anyway last week it came to fruition.. is that a word? I dunno I like it. Anywho, Yea, so im a daddy lol... I really didnt tell anybody about this whole ( Read more... )

Aparently Bakka means idiot in Jap. Im proud to say im Bakka :D Woot! Theres always so much to update these days, yet i find I sit down to do it once every few days, making me forget details n such :S Derek was supposed to call me otnite to hang out, but of course, never did, he did however call Dave the Jew at like 2:30am... interesting. Mo ( Read more... )

Well i have a good puke story, but honestly i dont wnana type it cuz it slong, so you peeps should ask me abotu it, its tres funny, kinda? So anywho today i hung out with Ricky and Arielle, liek the mermaid, but i call her areola, like the nipple thingy. Which im surprised cuz after throwing up with them rite beside me.. yea.. well also this girl ( Read more... )

Well.. I need to write in here ardcore bout last ntie.. wow.. but first i need to ammend somethieng previosly said. Stefan likes kidz, but i ment it as the same way I do, not old dudes. I did not however mean children! Hes a super awesome guy, with big muscles, and a sweet apartment, AND hes treated me with nothign but the utmost respect, relaly ( Read more... )

Well.. where 2 start. @ nites ago i had agreat time at Stefans house. Hes some dude who lies kids lol, anwyay a bunch of ppl went there including myself and dave the jew etc etc. It was lots of fun, i made everybody that chicken dinner i make :D I also got drunk on GOOD wine, Zinfandel. Now enuf o the good stuff, lets get into the bad. We ( Read more... )

So many reasons i feel I have nothing ( Read more... )

Oi, and here the chapter in my family book gets its climax. Mom is signing hte divorce papers tomorro mornin, go her, im proud of her! HOWEVER this also forces father to either buy her half of the house out or sell it.. creating a world of family drama wiht joy and jeremy living htere and such.. and im sure father never thought my mom woul dhave ( Read more... )

Alone ( Read more... )

What a day. My mood has been severely fluctuating lately. From uber xcited to super mello. Got a call form my mom today, balling.. as usual.. and i sat n listened for about 45 minutes, many a time biting my tongue so iw oudlnt frek out on her... Im sick of all this shit, thats part of the reason i moved from friggin winnipeg. Look sliek i got ( Read more... )