So I just went to Laurel Falls with Megan and it was amazing. I walked past that place were I usually camp and I got this REALLY intense longing ( Read more... )

So I went on another really long night walk with Megan. I'm beginning to really love these. We talked a LOT about Alex and it helped me a ton ( Read more... )

So I haven't slept yet. Yesterday was a good day. I showed Megan around campus, watched Elegant Universe(and had my mind blown), got to hang out some with Jeff and Doug again, and most importantly, got to hang out with John ( Read more... )

Whilst texting Alex today about my play, rather dramatically in fact, I had this idea for the ending ( Read more... )

So I literally just had the best dream I've ever had in my whole life ( Read more... )

Things hit me in waves. Most of the time, I feel ok. Most of the time I focus on whatever it is that I am doing or that needs to get done for the day. I focus on my friends and good times and trying to actualize my plan of getting out of Bristol ( Read more... )

Today was bananas ( Read more... )

Today was much better than I expected. I made it all the way through work and didn't even have the urge to kill anyone! Smack a bitch or two, yes. But truly homicidal thoughts didn't really come up, which was a pleasant surprise ( Read more... )

RIGHT after my post last night Jordan IMed me. And that much-feared breakdown occurred. I mean, we started out fine. But then he kept talking about his new CD. He's allegedly made not only a demo, but also a complete other CD and is currently working on a second one. Now, on the surface of things, I'm like "Ok, that's cool, good for him." And ( Read more... )

I was going to post about how depressed I am today. And about how weird last night was. I probably will still post about that. We'll even start with that! Last night was WEIRD! In a good way. I went to Omanins, after having to literally drag myself off the couch. But then I was glad I went. I have crazy friends. Crazy. But good. Major ( Read more... )