I have just had the most glorious evening. Thank you.

jens not here right now if u would like to leave a message then leave one. you might also want to try my cell phone. i wont be on aim. and most likely wont be able to check my lj until wednesday. cheerios kids.

im a bunny. i love eddie. *big dumb grin* no one knows wat im talking about.

jen is actually feeling a lil better right now. like the only thing that could make things a lil better would be if chris chilled out and if mini bort and terry were around. and if jen stopped talking in third person. yeah that one would be great. cuz i have no clue where i picked that one up from. oh and in case no one heard I HATE CHRISTMAS. and ( Read more... )

dude, im falling fast. jens about to crash and hit bottom. then sink further. man i dont think going over to my dads is a good idea. im sure how ill hold up there. one or two nights? any one gots opinions, toss them at me.

i was happy until kif opened his mouth yesterday. really really happy. been up for 25 hours but happy. but kif destroyed; his words destroyed me. they rang in my ears and i broke down on the floor in my room. if anyone wanted to c the destruction of something beautiful last night, u should have seen me. u should have heard me; seen the look and ( Read more... )

anything to feel alive. pain are cold are quite welcome.
...in case anyone besides chris is wondering; no im not sporking myself to death.

in case anyone hasnt figured this out: disappointment=life and boy have i been feeling life today.

yeah theres a reoccurring theme in my life called jen gets depressed over stupid stuff. [c if u can fit that into a literary analysis paper ( Read more... )

im going to lose my mind over break cuz ill have nothing to do. ill prob go thru all the red tea i have too. spaz!!! gotta make a backboard and edit the paper. nothing much else for school. i want a car like any other teen. and i feel like ive been too lazy lately. i need to workout. and i want the phone to ring. dang im being whiney tonight. to ( Read more... )