I hate the fact that you're throwing your life away and there isn't anything I can do about it. You always had such great potential but you let your self loathing prevent you from reaching it. I want to make you understand that the world really doesn't owe you anything. I want you to be able to accept that and still know that there are a lot of ( Read more... )

and I'm such a sap that it made me tear up ( Read more... )

I never in my life imagined that something could hurt that much. I won't find out the results for 2-4 weeks ( Read more... )

So I suck at this ( Read more... )

of a poem I wrote in March

Cracks in the GlassYou stand there looking at me ( Read more... )

I should be getting in the shower, but what's the point? I finally got all of my housework done. Tony and I are supposed to be going to a few stores to look for a new dishwasher because ours is broken ( Read more... )

So I got an A on my Linguistics test, which is awesome. But I'm struggling with the homework that's due on Monday ( Read more... )

So I guess I'm grateful and beyond irritated at the same time ( Read more... )

I think I set myself up for failure. I was really proud when I got straight A's last semester, but now I feel like I set a standard for myself that I can't possibly meet all the time. Am I going to be satisfied if I can't ever do that well, again? It's not that I'm not working just as hard, but come on. Hmph ( Read more... )

So I'll admit that I almost cried today. I have been online, avoiding my Shakespeare paper, and I got onto Facebook. Three of the girls I had class with first semester got engaged. Two more girls I have Spanish with this semester did as well. I have to admit that I'm heartachingly jealous. We've been talking about it a lot lately. We are planning ( Read more... )