I discovered that I am the lurker in crowds of people. I like to watch people and listen, take in their body language and all that other nifty stuff. But I don't say a word till I'm questioned on my silence..and then Im accused of being 'quite'. Wow Alina, Your quite today , is anything wrong?

>< No theres nothing wrong...*sigh* O_o ( Read more... )

Your helpless gaze, distorted view ( Read more... )

I have watched things go from bad to worse lately. Time elapsing and nothing touches me anymore. It's as if everything that once was good and pure has turned around and deceived me, as if I were its bastard master. Hmm I don't know if that makes much sense when your not inside my fucked up thoughts right now. But to me its crystal clear ( Read more... )

I am a perfectionist and its driving me crazy. Everything I do I go back over it again and again and change things , rearrange it all , but I'm never happy. I wait for that perfect moment when I can say , yeah that's it , perfect, don't need to change a thing ( Read more... )

I am definitely a nocturnal person. I woke up this morning my first words were like "ugh, too much light" as I stumbled over to my window and promptly closed the blinds, almost blinding myself on the way. While my brother wakes up and is bouncing around like some 5 year on christmas eve. It becomes old, very quickly ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion the me and my computer just don't get along. It totally ignores whatever I tell it to do lately and instead weaves nasty little plans to get back at me just to spite me. I threatened it with permenent disconnection and that made it worse, heh, but what it doesn't know is that in 6 weeks it's getting replaced by ( Read more... )

Well , I didnt do what I said I would do and now I feel kinda ...ugh I dunno . But Im doing it now and thats all that counts I suppose , heh ( Read more... )

Ok I kinda feel really good cos of some stupid thing that happened at the supermarket. Its Thursday, everyone gets paid here on Thursday, its like everyone rushes to the supermarket on thursday in fear that the shops wont be there the next day. Or maybe cos their money wont be *shrugs* anyway , besides that crap ( Read more... )

That's what I been climbing out of in the last few days. This spiral thing. I kinda let myself get sucked into an endless amount of work and 'things that I shoulda done but hadnt' and slacked off on all the good stuff ( Read more... )

The best day today , one of those days where EVERYTHING just goes the way you hoped it will ( Read more... )