BE FOREWARNED: THIS IS A HELLOFA LONG BLOG BECAUSE I'VE BEEN TOO BUSY TO WRITE IN HERE. IN FACT, NOT ALL THE PICTURES ARE UP SO BE PREPARED TO DEDICATE SOME TIME TO READING THIS...
what happened over halloween weekend that made you need comforting? sometimes i forget that you have problems because i see these pictures of you having fun and smiling (and looking really pretty, btw!) on here. i'm sorry i've been so wrapped up in work lately--it sucks! =(
yah i realize that too. that i come off as always having fun but the in between times, i'm thinking and sometimes, not always positively. that weekend that i needed company and comfort, well, lets just say froy has always been still a lil part in my life but he always gets me down. he's not so much in my life where we'll hook up again, jsut enough to talk every now and then and having him do something to hurt me. same ol story but at least the cycle of going back to him is broken. you try to do something good for soemone and it backfires in ur face i guess... but yah, i do come off as party girl, but those that look past that see more... thanks for pointing it out, it's always in the back of my mind. i guess what it comes down to is that the years i was with him, he really emotionally damaged me; like, seriously... so i just cant let go or fathom how i can be good to someone and they can be such a good person but horrible to me at the same time. it's baffling... anyway but im fine as long as i have good ppl around me =)
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