So I haven't written since like april! Wow! Anyway..I thought maybe I'd write in it again...not making any promises but I'll give it a shot! A lot has happened since I wrote last but I don't feel like dredging up old memories! I was reading the things I wrote about before..and wow..Lord why didn't someone just tell me to get over Doug..or at ( Read more... )

Do you ever want to be like 11 or 12 again?? I mean really....how hard were things then? I was still in elementary, my best friend lived right across the street, my boyfriend (who I was sure I was gonna marry) lived next door and 90% of my other friends lived in my small town. You didn't get burnt out on school cause it wasn't hard. You went to ( Read more... )

Alright, I know it's been a while but I am still around. It's been a very bad month but things are going to change I am making them. So....a death of a family member, a death of my puppy and a death of a friendship but things are looking up now. My birthday is coming up and I am having a bday party the 26th and everyone is invited. ( Read more... )

TO GUYS EVERYWHERE ( Read more... )

you light me up and then I fall for you ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so heartbroken that you can't talk to your friends because they are sick of hearing about it and even if they weren't....you feel like they just can't understand and you don't have the words to explain it. I dreamt about my wedding day the other night...I was so beautiful in my white dress....and I was so happy and lighthearted ( Read more... )

Is it really so hard to find a guy that's good to you but at the same time can tease you and give you crap! I mean really....I always think I find them and then they just GRRR....GUYS ARE SO DUMB!!! I don't even know what to think half the time..I'm pretty sure God should have given them the ability to read our minds sometimes that way they would ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days that started out kinda bad, but got better then someone just drops a bomb and knocks you so far down that no one can help you back out. You just have to wait it out and hope you wake up to a fresh more optimistic day. That's today. I don't want to talk about what happened...cause I just don't have the energy ( Read more... )

Usually I have something to ramble about but lately I just haven't been too motivated to write anything. I do have some kinda good news though! I got a job here at school, and I got chosen to be a research team for one of my professors! I'm kinda excited about both of those things. Snow, snow and more snow here....I think I'm immune to the cold ( Read more... )

Don't ever let your loved ones go to Colorado!! They have an evil, hateful twin that lives out there and they get eaten by the evil one and you will never get your loved one back the same again!! Terrible!! On a lighter note...Ricky Ricardo teaches one of my classes! That's kinda fun! Sometimes..I just want someone to hold me and tell me ( Read more... )