God I feel like so much....

[alissa69]

...SHIT!!! I can't believe I'm doing this to Elyse...she doesn't deserve that. She deserves to at least know WHY I'm being a bitch to her. Well...at the advice of a friend, I made a list of all the things I do and do not miss about Arturo..and...that whole thing. Lol. It was a dumb thing to do, but I guess it made me feel better. *sigh* I don't

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*pat pat*

[sai12]

Then why don't you talk to Elyse? HUH? *pat pat* Its okay about your list...

Re: *pat pat*

[alissa69]

Gah Manda! I can't talk to her! I'm scared of her. lol however pathetic that is...

Re: *pat pat*

[sai12]

Then email her?

Re: *pat pat*

[alissa69]

Yeah...was thinking about that...I'll just make an ass of myself...

You know...

[leesy69]

Telling me in an email and making an ass of yourself is much better than not telling me at all...

This makes me feel like shit.

You know, best friends tell each other everything don't they?

... Or am I not considered that anymore? *looks away*

Re: You know...

[alissa69]

I would call you....but I'm not in the best condition do be doing that. I'm sorry.