Like I said above it was a learning experience.. and now it's over.. You treated me like I didn't matter, so I don't see why you are STILL all distraught... The "engagement" thing came well after it was over and I think that you only pulled that out of your ass to make me come back to you.. What a dumb idea kinda like the chick getting pregnant to ( Read more... )

Man do I love people... people are the greatest.. You can tell some people something until you are blue in the face and they either only hear what the want to hear or just ignore you all together.. First off.. Relationships.. sometimes when a relationship is going down the drain and (has been for several months) you want to work on things, you try ( Read more... )

I don't know why this day matters so much to people that they either forbid to celebrate or they go all out and confess love they should confess all year long... So what the fuck... Ian and I are just having some low key lovin tonight... I didn't do n e thing extravagant for him and I expect the same... we are going to have dinner here to avoid the ( Read more... )

I'm done.. Done with it all... my empty existence on this planet.. the fact that I keep letting myself JUST get by with all aspects of my life.. I'm done... FUCK IT ALL.. I'm done living paycheck to paycheck... buying things to make myself happy... thinking about everyone except myself... I try to make everyone else happy forgoing mine own true ( Read more... )

Yet nothing has happened.. still slaving away at the hospital and all I have to show for it is paper cuts and being tired all of the time..FUCK.. well my 3-11s are almost over next up 11-7s... in which I hate.. just so you know.. I hate 3rd shift...blah... oh well when I go part time the hours will be sparse.. so who knows if I will stay... I just ( Read more... )

Sorry... that has been my saying toward a lot of people lately... and I think that it fits... last night I was going to go down to mojo's but I decided to sleep instead.. I asleep by midnight... I was fuckin tired... tonight I will be @ the mall with my gamestop peeps... then I might go out for a bit then it's spending time with my sweetheart ( Read more... )

YAY It's almost over I can't wait.. YAY!!!... I'm just getting ready for bed... I know I'm old... but having to work all fuckin week in the am is kicking my ass...

toodles,
Alissa

So.... last week was a little rough, but I got through it.. when I left the mall at 7:30pm saturday night.. I had put in 52 hours... damn... thats a lot for me.. well I think that the hospital will be fun and I will enjoy it.. the mall is so so but hey it's money in the bank for our apartment... So on a more disturing note I got into a HUGE fight ( Read more... )

So... tomorrow is my first day @ the hospital... I work 8-4 then I go to the mall from 6-9:30... So I have a very busy long day ahead of me.. I can't wait to actually start making some money.. I really need to get my own place.. I'm sick of the shit my family keeps giving me and I just want some piece and quiet... So tomorrow is a fresh new start ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been hard ones... Some things happening that I have no control over and it's really getting to me.. but I have gotten them off my chest to lessen the blow come January.. So.. I had my first day of orientation today @ WCA... I must say that I had to fight falling asleep but it will be worthwhile in the end.. I'm going to ( Read more... )