is the touch worth the pain?

[alissaelaine]

the phone ringS  and i am still asleep. i said i would have someone call and wake him up. i had been dreaming about him. holding me. just holding me it was so warm. " hey baby. (moan) what time is it?" " nine forty" he says.  we talk about what we are doing that day like every day. never coming to a conclusion and jsut winging it. the conversation

Comments

[deenie_tot]

You've already invested yourself into this, and if he's not wanting a relationship, you're going to be hurt again. You need to find out what he wants.. where he stands. Get some real answers. And you need to figure it out before you go back to Nate or whoever or find someone new.

By the way, you know that your involvement with Nate is messed up.. he doesn't treat you right at all. So I don't know why you keep going back to him. La.

Anyway.. I'm sorry I haven't been around to get your calls. Work and class, you know. And I've been tired all day today.. pretty much stayed in my room falling asleep every few minutes it seemed. But yeah.. I'll try to give you a call sometime tomorrow (unless you call me first).

Love.