crap, crap, crap... just a whole load of crap...

[alittlerebel]

I've been up since 4am. Thinking.... Unable to fall back asleep. I woke up from a dream that stressed me out, and I know I had the dream because of the fact that I AM stressed so much right now. I think at times when I should be posting my feelings and fears in my journal more often, I tend to just keep it inside. It's odd, because I used to post

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[merbabyd]

What did I miss? Why can't your lawyer represent you any longer?

I'm sorry stress is getting to you. And if you feel like church is where you should be...it is where you should be.

I'm a big fan of listening to that still small voice in the back of your head.

Hang in there and do what you have to to keep moving forward.

Denise

Thankyou

[alittlerebel]

Yeah well the judge didn't award us the amount of legal fee's we requested Daniel pay at the last hearing (he only gave us $750) so since I'm almost $3000 in the hole with him, he said he simply cannot absorb any more of the cost. Either get the money, or he won't be able to continue to help me.
Like I can just pull 3 grand out of my ass....
That's why he's helping me.. duhhh...
Daniel has all the assets from the marriage, and all the money. I was lucky to get what I got and the most important thing to me was the kids, so we left. Everything is and was in his name, even though California see's it as community property since it was acquired durring the marriage. Now I just need to get that enforced.
Thus the point of getting the attourney...
So yeah I need to go to church, I'm needing to get my priorities straight and get myself together. It's just not so easy for me to do.
Where did you go when you were in California?

Re: Thankyou

[merbabyd]

I was in Santa Rosa, northern California about an hour north of San Francisco. I grew up an hour north of there in a little town called Ukiah.

I hope everything is working out better for you.