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Happy Birthday Dekan!

He'll never read this, but oh well!  :)

Let it go
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in
Let your clarity define you
In the end
You will only just remember how it feels

Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain

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I got offered a job at corporate.  It's better than what I'm doing now and I'd be working with the VP of Stores for the entire corporation.  I'm still trying to figure out what to do.  Dekan is telling me I need to take this job, but I just can't without knowing what will happen with us.  Everyone keeps telling me if it was meant to be, it would be

See, this is why I didn't want a relationship.  Now I have to pick.  And I hate picking.  I end up hurting someone.

One week feels like a month.

The passion is invigorating and deep.  I feel so comfortable already...in week 2.  It's scary when "I love you"s almost slip through your lips when you're separating.

Niagara Falls this weekend was fun.  ( Read more... )

Happy 25th Birthday Danielle (and me!)!

What the fuck.
I don't understand people.

And on a different note, what we've all been waiting for...

Watch the sunlight peak over the horizon
The sun ain't the only thing that's shinning
Now i'mma send you out into the world with my love

It's funny how someone new can come into your life and flip everything around.  Make it seem like something's gonna happen and it's gonna be good.

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Sometimes I get in these self-destructive moods.  Like I just feel like binge drinking and I drive all crazy.  The weird part (I think anyway...) is that when I get in these moods, I'm generally happy and in a good mood...almost to the point of being hyper.  I think most people when they get like are in a pissy mood.

Who knows though?

Things are finally getting interesting...