this is my livejournal, whatever.
Name? Cristen
Nicknames? Crissy, Cris, and The Teriyaki Terror (my wrestling name form HS)
Age? 20
Birthday? Oct 3, 1984
Gender? Female
Astrological sign? Libra
Top 3 ...( i want to prefeace all these choses with "at the moment...")
Songs: "Downtown" or "So Jealous" Tegan and Sara, "Denver Max" Blood Brothers, "Tiny Dancer" Elton John, fuck i cant pick just three, "The Horse You Rode In On" Gatsby's American Dream, "Only You" Portishead, i could go on for a while.
Albums: Portishead s/t, "So Jealous" Tegan and Sara, "Ribbons and Sugar" Gatsby's American Dream
Movies: Closer, mame me y tabien or something, garden state
Books: I'm choosing authors instead, Francesca Lia Block, Banana Yoshimoto, and JD Salinger
Girlfriend/Boyfriend: umm thats a really weird question and i cant determine if this means "best" or 'most significant' o 'most life changing' because thats kinda a big deal...
Worst breakups: can i just enjoy my misery in peace please. fuck you.
Internet sites: myspace, LJ, and uhh, ebay.
Names for boys: Aiden, Keiran, Tarin
Names for girls: Karolina, Reagan, Dacia
Favorite animals: kittens, puppies, and fish
Things you do in your spare time: rock climb, listen to music, introspect
Places to go: henry art, arboreum, shopping (anywhere)
Questions about life in general...
Are you afraid of death? not really
Where do you think you go when you die? the ground
How would you die if you could choose? happy
Have you ever thought of suicide? Yes
Have you ever attempted suicide? yeah, i was really young
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? been mean to my friends
What is your most embarrassing moment? I was riding my bike and i had to jump the curb but i was wearing baggy soccer warm up pants and they got caught on the seat and got pulled down and i mooned a whole bunch of people and fell off my bike.
What is the most pain you've ever been in in your entire life? When i hurt my back senior year. For those who dont know, I fractured two lumbars, pinched a nerve and had a bulging disc. it sucked.
What is your biggest fear? sucking at life.
What do you like most about your looks? well im not a fan of much but if i had to pick id say my eyes, they get a lot of compliments
Least? either the fact the my gums show when i laugh or smile and my crinkly eye.
Do you have a lot of friends? i have a few
Do you smoke/drink/do drugs? yeah but im trying this thing where im not wasted all the time so its been slowing down
If so, why? i have this problem with thinking to myself too much and not talking to people about it and when i smoke/drink/do drugs i can relax and not think about it and just be carefree and stupid and have an excuse. probably not a good reason so...hence the slowing down.
Do you think others see you differently then you really are? Absolutely. I think there are only a couple, literally 2, who really know how i tick. I'm very introspective and i think things through clearly before i do or say anything, and i lot of people dont realize that im kinda a book nerd and whatnot. im not good at opening up to people so the couple who have that advantage kinda konw me.
Do you care what other people think of you? Yeah i do. I value the opinions of my mom and friends.
Do you have any strong beliefs? Yes...Im big on gay rights, womens rights and i think im pretty rad. haha
Do you hold grudges? Sometimes, it depends on what the bitch did.
Do you get mad easily? Sometimes, it depends what happened
Would you consider yourself a nice person? Yes or at least i try
Sex/Relationships
Do you have a significant other? fuck.
Are you in love? Yes.
Do you think its ok to cheat if you're planning to break up soon? i would say cheating is bad but i have a pretty bad track record so....
Have you ever been in love? Yes.
Do you want to get married someday? Yes, Id like to
What do you find attractive in the oposite sex? funny you put it that way, thats very heterosexist of you. ill try to ignore it and say i like understanding, compassion, funny, pretty eyes, good cuddler, intelligent, conversationalist, free spirited, idealistic, silly, dependable etc
What do you find unattractive in the oposite sex? clingyness, controlling, unequality, macho sexism, ignorance, someone who cant see the bigger picture or understand an allegory/metaphor
Do you only have sex if youre in love, or do you not care? I have sex to have sex, if im in love its different, it feels intimate and loving and it isnt just hot sex although it can be. i atleast like the person though, im not a total slut.
What do you hate about the oposite sex? I think the worst thing the other person in a realationship can do is not have your happiness as the top priority.
Do you like to kiss? of course
What do you find romantic? laying in bed together laughing and cuddling early in the morning.
Do you think love is a waste of time?no fuck you
Have you been hurt in the past? who hasnt
Have you hurt others in the past? yeah i can get really bitchy
Have you ever cheated on anyone? yes
What is the meanest thing you've ever done to a significant other? cheated
Whats the nicest? s cubed! im not telling you what it is if you dont know.
Do you like to give or recieve more? I like equally.
Whats your dream wedding? bethany can fill you in
Do you develop crushes easily? Yeah kinda, but i can lose them very quickly too.
Do you really like/love easily? Yeah
What do you wish you did differently in relationships? I wish i was more open and honest and not so moody and not expect someone to read my mind.
Whats the weirdest place you've messed around/had sex? oh jesus!
Do you consider yourself experienced? enough so
Do you own a sex toy of some sort? hahaha
Are you a virgin? No
If not, how old were you when you lost your v-card? umm young
Is there any habits a person has that would stop you from dating them? I dont date people with a drug habit or a habit of beating or a habit have eating little blue eyed girls.
Have you ever made a move and been rejected? fuck yeah
Have you ever told someone you like them and have them not like you back? Uhh yeah, that sucked
How would you feel if someone liked you and you didn't like them back? I would feel guilty
Have you ever thought of a friend in a sexual way? Yeah...
Do you like someone but are afraid to tell them? yup
What would you do if someone youre not into but think is cute kissed you? kiss them back?
Beliefs
Do you believe in religon? Not in organized religion, but I believe in spirituality.
God? Yes
Jesus? As a historical figure, but not as a more than human God's only son kinda thing...
Satan? Satan is just a visual representation of evil, which I believe exists.
Ghosts? Yes
Witches? Witches are real.
Vampires? No but I wish they were real.
Aliens? Yes
Love? Yes
Trust? Yes
Have you ever?
Skydived? yes
Scuba dived? No
Been to another country? my dad lives in texas...just kidding, yes i have
Had a near death experience? yes
Seen a ghost? no
Seen a dead person (not at a funeral)? yeah
Seen someone die? yeah
Seen a car accident? Yes
Seen a baby be born? yeah its fucking gross
Had surgery? yup
Had cancer? gad damn you fucker
Been to see Rocky Horror Picture Show? Yes
Cried during a commerical? No
Slept with someone without doing anything sexual? Yeah
Done anything sexual with two people or more in the same day? yeah
Been cheated on? yeah
Saved someone's life? No
Broken a bone? yes
Had stitches? Yes
Had/Have piercings? Yes
Had/Have tattoos? no
Missed someone so much you couldnt breathe? No, i could still breathe
Been so sad you couldnt breathe? No
Regretted anything? Yes
Wished on a star? Not seriously
Friends
Who are your best friends? bethany, andy, koo, dani, etc
How long have you known them? I've known bethany since the 3rd grade
Why do you love them? they are beautiful people
Do you talk to them every day? i talk to them a lot
Would you do anything for them? just about
If they were doing something extremely self destructive, what would you do? Id try to help
Who knows the most about you? andy
Who is the last friend you talked to? andy
Who is the last friend you saw? Andy
Do you always feel understood? No...hardly ever...
Either/or
White or wheat? Wheat
Boy or Girl? Gurl
Black or white? i dotn care
Text or AIM? AIM
Myspace or Friendster? Myspace...friendster is so 2003
Livejournal or paper journal? Haha...lj
Veggies or fruit? Both!
Pretty and shallow or ugly and sweet? Pretty and sweet...
Muscles or normal? what?
Makeup or plain? depends on how lazy i am that day
Fashionable or comfortable? Comfortable
Walking or driving? Both
Road trips or airplanes? Road trips
Coffee or tea? coffee
Soda or juice? Juice
Blonde or Brunette? Brunettes...this includes blondes who dye their hurr
Books or movies? both
Parties or get togethers? Get togethers
Who was the last person....
You talked to? myself
You hugged? andy
You kissed? hey now!
You made mad? andy
You touched? andy
You fell in love with? youre god damn nosy
You talked to on AIM? nate
You texted? pancho
You called? my dad
You mailed something to? camp
You cried in front of? nate
You cuddled with? teddy and blankie
You missed? A lot of people actually
You hated? i duno
You swore revenge on? I dont think ive done that
You went swimming with? oh snap i duno
You felt bad for? myself
The last few tidbits...
Where do you live? seattle
Do you like it? Yeah it's cool
How tall are you? I am 5'4''
What color is your eyes? They be blue
What color is your hair? Brown
What race are you? white
Have any siblings? yeah
Where do you work? Camp vega
Do you go to school? Yes
If so, what is your major? Art History
Bilingual? yes
Do you get along with your parents? Yes I do
Would you say you are spoiled? rotten
What did you do for your sweet 16? got laid i think
Did you get a car for your birthday? No
Do you hate any groups or organizations? Yes
Do you think that gay people should have a right to marry? Yes
What do you think about the war in Iraq? fuck that
Are you passive or aggressive? i duno a lil of both
Do you take chances? Sometimes
What is the compliment you recieve most? people liek my silver shoes
Can you cook? Yes
Can you bake? Yes
Do you sleep with any stuffed animals or baby blankets? YES!!!!!!
Do you like the rain? yes
Do you like the snow? Yeah
Do you like to drive? Yes
What was the last gift someone gave you? my mom gave me some clothes
Did you like it? yeah
Do you do nice things for people just because? Yes
Do you like scary movies? I love them
Do you always have to be doing something in order to have fun? I'm cool as long as I'm spending time with someone
Do you want kids? Not right now...maybe not ever
Do you think that people are born inherantly evil? Yes, human beings are a plague hahaha
Are you an emotional person? Yes.