Maybe you found her but she's just not good enough, and she never will be.silent_vixenOctober 30 2004, 13:39:29 UTC
I did give you support. I gave you everything I could. I'm not perfect. Yeh, I do get upset and I do have flaws. But what can I do about that. That's who I am. And if you really did love me, you'd be able to see past that and understand that I do try my hardest to be there for you. But when I know that I can't do a god damn thing to make things better for you, what do you want me to do? Not be upset? That's just not the way my heart or my brain works. And I'm sorry for that, but I can't stop it. No, you don't want to be with me. Because if you did, you wouldn't be sitting there thinking of this perfect girl with all those qualities up there who could keep you company. And ya know, except for "liking to party" I was every single one of those things. I never took you for granted either. But don't be sorry, because it doesn't help. Sorry doesn't make me loved, not alone, or not sad either. It's just a word.. Just like promises are just words until proven otherwise; Like the peguin, moving away from Jersey, not wanting to lose me
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Jon I was all of that and more and you know that but you know I cant change what happened but I really do think that if we tried we could work things out I mean I know you will always have that girl over your shoulder but I think its time that you finally moved on and even you said you wanted to work on things so it would be a good time and I can only think of one other person that would treat you as good as I did so Jon I think you should take some hard core time to think and really think about what you want and who b/c you have plenty of girls that want to be with you myself included so take sometime and think about everything
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