LAST PERSON WHO ( Read more... )

mystery solved
lesson learned
now the pain is back

ps.dont call guys a bunch in one day if they dont anwser...i guess it scares them off

stole this from ashley fromlike forever ago...should be sleeping...work in like 5 hours ( Read more... )

i just.......so sad..........it hurts all the time.............i dont know how to stop it..........why am i so pathetic...................people tell me im not.............i dont believe them...............it all just hurts so bad.................i dont know how to stop it..........why can i just be happy?

i feel like the only thing i had to look forward to in this world is now gone.

yay for stoners!!

fuck prom

yeah, boys are confusing. And boy hates online journal. boy also sys it was a nice date. HOwever, im not sure if boy was joking about it being a date or not. i wish it was, but i didnt think it was, then boy said date. Twice!! So, who knows. Way fun thouh. And on the opposite note, everyone should see the laramie project. It is an amazing ply with ( Read more... )

damn i'm lonely

i hate money. yeah, i might not be able to go to american cause it costs 40 thousand fucking dollars a year. dammit. i just have to be thankful i can actually physically go to college, unlike my cousin in all likelyhood, but its just really hard to think like that sometimes. I want to go to american really bad. i might go to american university in ( Read more... )