what can i say.. the boyfriend of a year and half doesnt have feelings for me anymore and doesnt want to try anymore. i am glad that i meant so much to him. never did he understand how much harder this shit is for me. ooo being at college you got it easy. ya know being out of your comfort zone, not knowning anyone for more than like 3 months, ( Read more... )

how did i get so good at pretending to be happy...

ok so it is sunday morning, i am going on 4 hours of sleep and yet i am wide awake. Friday kicked ass, jung out with anna had some yummy beverages, then i went to brads with sta ppl. It was sooo nice to be with them like old times but in a new environment. Friday night i got home at 330am (sat) and kinda slept until around 8ish. I showered and ( Read more... )

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( best weekend ever )

lals is coming on the 14th! my day got better!

ok so i know that i shouldnt get mad about this, but i always hate it when i call matt and he is with ppl. Why this makes me mad i dont know. i guess i just dont like sharing him. today, it was like 40 and windy, and i am walking back to the dorms from bio lab, and i just wanted to talk to him. I havent felt great today and i just wanted to ( Read more... )

ugh! that is all that can describe my mood right now. I just got back from being at home for the second weekend in a row. I already feel pathetic enough that i have gone home two weekends in a row, and now i get back to eau claire and all i want to do is go back. I miss sam, i miss my mom, i miss matt and i miss my friends. I know that i have ( Read more... )

ok so i was sooo excited to come home for homecoming, cuz i would get to see everyone and all that jazz. Well there is this girl that lives in my wing and she is kinda friends with who i am friends with. The point is that dave is bringing her to homecoming. I dont like her. She is mean, and rude and could possibly make my homecoming not very ( Read more... )

An ear infection in each ear and a sinus infection.....