driving again!

[aljundia_girl]

So the other night Habibi and I were at dinner and I look up and he's staring at me... I'm like "what?" with about half a cheeseburger (best ever in life) hanging out of my mouth... he says....(pensively)(I'm gonna marry you someday.... I really am) wow... cool... unfortunately, I feel the same... he says that after we've been together for a year

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cool

[ceasor]

t mostly adults are getting those cars. When I say adults I mean people our age. Thats so cool to hear that your boy wants to marry you. THats a great feeling, and I know how he is feeling, I cant say I know how you are feeling cus you ahve a comlicated mind.lol. But that is good. So you are buyung cars and getting serious relationships. I guess you are growing up. I remember when I met you back in the 8th grade. It has been a long time since then, and we have grown up a matured so much since then,well you have.Im trying to get over the depression. It wont go away. Im having the hardest time here. On top of being in a military colege,I have to go to ROTC training events, go to drill on the weekends with my unit, and then i work out in this 100 degreee Ga weather with heat index making it like 110. Then I go to study at nightm and I go home on the weekends to work from 9am -11pm. I wake up in the mornings to work out or do pt. SO its all getting to me, I sleep really good cus im so spent. BUt I dream of amanda, I day dream about her

Re: cool

[aljundia_girl]

I'm so glad that yall are good, I think that you are very dramatic... but hey, I suppose that's really sweet. But anyway, you seem to be doing a good job recovering from depression because you know that you have no other option. The upside of staying so busy is that if you werent so busy, you would be bored and thinking of her more... trust me. Well, I love you, anyways. I'm in class right now, reviewing for a test... i really love what I'm studying and I realize how lucky I am when I step back. and look at it. Well, gotta return to class...

love, katie