Comments | alkalineboot: The loss of my home (its me ranting you may wish to skip this)

alkalineboot

The loss of my home (its me ranting you may wish to skip this)

Dec 22, 2005 14:34

So school is over for the fall, I am going back to school for winterim though, hopefully to get my mind off of what is happening back home, or the lack there of it. I have currently been dumped. Danielle broke up with me over the past two weeks, we were planning on re-evaluating after winterim but because of who i have become and the shit that i ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 22 2005, 23:57:07 UTC

I wish I could say that I know how you feel or give you some magic answer or something but I can't. So all I'll say is good luck. I know we haven't talked much since I moved but if you need an ear (or AIM) to chat at, I'm here. Kristin1085

Kristin

learning2be December 22 2005, 23:57:58 UTC

Sorry, that ^^ was me.

alkalineboot December 23 2005, 18:57:52 UTC

thank you very much for being willing to talk to me and maybe I will give you an IM after christmas just to see how you are doing

spiritualtramp December 23 2005, 06:11:37 UTC

i dont know much about what is going on other than what i read in your & her lj's. but i hope you two can learn and grow and be content with yourselves again. it's hard to realize when you've changed and it's even harder to accept it and try and fall back into the life you want for yourself. but i have faith that the both of you will find yourselves again, even if that means sans each other.

alkalineboot December 23 2005, 18:58:30 UTC

thank you. I hope that Danielle and I's break up does not affect our relationship, I'm hoping not to lose friends over this.

innocence41285 December 23 2005, 23:03:57 UTC

I know how that is...I am not really friends with Jonny anymore I tried and he avoided me. I currently live in a momentary existance. I know what the future holds because I am a realist. In the end everything you love dies and then so do you. Living moment by moment though seems to work...it makes me happy. I don't think about the future just the right now and when things get bad and I feel like my body is breaking apart I just worry about the moment and get breathing one more breath. You can always talk to me I don't think I will ever be the person who does the coddling thing well but I will tell you my honest thoughts.

I love you! You have been my friend for years and I love you as such. *hugs*

alkalineboot December 23 2005, 23:57:40 UTC

thank you sweetheart. I know that I have put you through some shit, and I'm sorry. I dunno, just Thank you :) it means a lot to hear that you still love me for some reason in some way. I don't feel very loved right now :( but now I'm just sounding like I want a pity party which definately is not true, I'm feelin better yay!