December 23- March 24

[alkie_line]

I'm so emotionally drained. I feel like everyone and everything is just set out to make me cry. I know people care about me but I don't feel like they do. It's hard to explain. My life is blessed compared to so many other people but for me I just think it sucks. But I think that the thing everyone needs in life is happiness. Happiness itself. I had

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[smh92988]

I just thought id tell you that even if you dont trust me anymore and if you did think i was different im sorry. Though i think thats bull shit because i havent changed, my feelings have. and if you think im different because my feelings change and i cant help it im sorry. And its not like my feelings clicked from caring about you so much to not caring about you at all. i still care about you so much and youre still always in my head i just need time to think about what i want because though your emotions are drained my brain feels like its about to explode with all the thoughts inside it. I wrote a paper on my thoughts one day and it ended up taking me half an hour just to get out 10% of my thoughts and my typing couldnt keep up with my brain it feels like its overflowing between court and you and penny and donna and my money and my friends and living without my mom who does everything for me cuz im lazy as hell and everything in itself