FOR GINA ONLY!
Hey Gina,
I’m sorry I have to write this letter but I feel you have to know.
I take a lot of shit from people cause I dish it out but it is extremely painful when someone I consider a best friend talks shit on me to my face. Look, I’ve been saving this up for along time and I was gonna let it all blow over and b happy when your back but that teaxt message kind of broke something any me and the whole fucking damn broke. I think, no, I know you’ve been a shitty friend to me since you left here are my reasons:
• When I call you never answer
• Or when you do you don’t have time for me
• The whole of two times we’ve had good long conversations your fiends have been there and what really hurts me is that,
1. you had me on speaker phone and didn’t bother to tell me until after I said stupid shit that I thought was only between us but you were sharing with your friends.
2. you let them talk shit on me and didn’t defend me at all
• When you call me and I answer but cant talk cause I have work or school you seem pissed that I don’t have time for you, well I go to two schools and I have a job, if you haven’t noticed that takes up all of my time the only time I have toi my self, I’m generally sleeping and then you wonder why I sleep till noon on weekends, because I go to work from 1-9 !
• This is probably what really gets me, you tell me stop spending and save my money for Japan, you already have 2,000+ in your bank account. Well goody for you! I work for my money, all you have to do to save that money is buy less and wait for mommy and daddy to put more in. Hon, we’re poor, we all work for our money and we like to do things that are fun to help us remember what we work for. You have advantages that I don’t my mom cant afford to put money in my account, yours can. So don’t get on your high horse and preach to me about saving money that isn’t yours.
• Another thing that really gets me, I call you and we’re talking I happen to mention that im in physics and you in a very degrading voice say “YOU’RE in physics” that made me feel like shit, you made me feel that you thought I was to stupid for physics.
• Now for the final straw, that text message. You’ve know me almost three years, and in all that time what makes you think I wouldn’t go back to a store! When have we ever gone to a store and later said “nah that place was sleazy I don’t wanna go back.” NEVER! And it hurts that you think I’m that shallow that I wouldn’t go back with you.
• Also, we send you shit all the time cause we know you cant get it in iowa. Most of the the jrock is bought with my money and I never ask for money in return. So know that what makes you think I couldn’t buying you something from chrome hearts and send it to you, I’ve never told you no when you ask me to get you something. But you do, when all I ask for is the name of the store.
For now that’s all I can think of saying, im at school and trying not to cry because this really hurts me. I’m sure your reaction will be one of denial, but this is what I feel to how you’ve been treating me. Please respond to this with things you think I’ve don’t wrong and lets both try to fix things and make them better between us.
-Cali De Vries
I’m sorry I have to write this letter but I feel you have to know.
I take a lot of shit from people cause I dish it out but it is extremely painful when someone I consider a best friend talks shit on me to my face. Look, I’ve been saving this up for along time and I was gonna let it all blow over and b happy when your back but that teaxt message kind of broke something any me and the whole fucking damn broke. I think, no, I know you’ve been a shitty friend to me since you left here are my reasons:
• When I call you never answer
• Or when you do you don’t have time for me
• The whole of two times we’ve had good long conversations your fiends have been there and what really hurts me is that,
1. you had me on speaker phone and didn’t bother to tell me until after I said stupid shit that I thought was only between us but you were sharing with your friends.
2. you let them talk shit on me and didn’t defend me at all
• When you call me and I answer but cant talk cause I have work or school you seem pissed that I don’t have time for you, well I go to two schools and I have a job, if you haven’t noticed that takes up all of my time the only time I have toi my self, I’m generally sleeping and then you wonder why I sleep till noon on weekends, because I go to work from 1-9 !
• This is probably what really gets me, you tell me stop spending and save my money for Japan, you already have 2,000+ in your bank account. Well goody for you! I work for my money, all you have to do to save that money is buy less and wait for mommy and daddy to put more in. Hon, we’re poor, we all work for our money and we like to do things that are fun to help us remember what we work for. You have advantages that I don’t my mom cant afford to put money in my account, yours can. So don’t get on your high horse and preach to me about saving money that isn’t yours.
• Another thing that really gets me, I call you and we’re talking I happen to mention that im in physics and you in a very degrading voice say “YOU’RE in physics” that made me feel like shit, you made me feel that you thought I was to stupid for physics.
• Now for the final straw, that text message. You’ve know me almost three years, and in all that time what makes you think I wouldn’t go back to a store! When have we ever gone to a store and later said “nah that place was sleazy I don’t wanna go back.” NEVER! And it hurts that you think I’m that shallow that I wouldn’t go back with you.
• Also, we send you shit all the time cause we know you cant get it in iowa. Most of the the jrock is bought with my money and I never ask for money in return. So know that what makes you think I couldn’t buying you something from chrome hearts and send it to you, I’ve never told you no when you ask me to get you something. But you do, when all I ask for is the name of the store.
For now that’s all I can think of saying, im at school and trying not to cry because this really hurts me. I’m sure your reaction will be one of denial, but this is what I feel to how you’ve been treating me. Please respond to this with things you think I’ve don’t wrong and lets both try to fix things and make them better between us.
-Cali De Vries