i dunno what wrong with me. i used to be this strong person, mentally(and physically) but i'm not anymore. i don't want to face problems, i just want to run away! i feel as if my life is a puzzel and i am missing most of the pieces, but i don't want to go find them. i want to care but i don't know how ( Read more... )

so today wasn't really that bad for me. in english we got into groups and basically just talked the whole time. In history i took a quiz then left to go paint posters for lunch when i sold bracelets to help save people in darfur. emily and i both made these. Then in 3rd hour i sat there and talked and faded in and out of what the teacher said, ( Read more... )

hey guys sorry its been a while but this weekend i went up north with my dad! we actually had a lot of fun doin nothing but lying around and enjoying the sun! so i have come a long way from being a little kid. i feel more grown up and almost like i can do anything! i made a lil baby step with one of my friends whom i am fighting with....and it ( Read more... )

hey guys! sry its been a while, but i've had so much home work and projects to do! my life is so crazy... Tuesday I was in a lil car accident and i was okay, just a lil shakin up but not as bad as Elizabeth. I felt so bad for her and the teacher who she hit. it wasn't too bad but the teachers car that she hit was my bio teacher and is expecting a ( Read more... )

MY life really isn't that bad. I have a family, house, plenty of food and friends. I don't know why I complain? i know that i am better off than some of my closest friends. i am sick today, but you know what, i am not upset, i am just happy to be alive. I don't know when this change of heart happened, but all i know is that i am much more ( Read more... )

Wow my day today really sucked!! I stayed home sick form school cause i have the stomach flu. really gross! mike was here for like 10 minutes last night and we talked. it was good to see and find out whats going through his mind right now, which is basically nothing. and sometimes he made a good point. like if i was to never talk to her again, i ( Read more... )

so i know i haven't updated in a while, but i have been really busy. Our group finished our A&E style video!! It is flippin sweet! Yeah Jess and Emily! A lot has been going on lately and i just don't know what to do! I am upset with my best friend and i can't help it, but i miss her! I just cry myself to sleep. i have been running around like a ( Read more... )

so i know i haven't updated in a while, but i have been really busy. Our group finished our A&E style video!! It is flippin sweet! Yeah Jess and Emily! A lot has been going on lately and i just don't know what to do! I am upset with my best friend and i can't help it, but i miss her! I just cry myself to sleep. i have been running around like a ( Read more... )

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i finished reading (up to chapter 12) in Huck Finn this morning, and actually i kinda liked it. i don't wanna do anything right now. I just wanna be lazy!!i think i am gonna go to Jess' house tonight to have a bon fire and hang. I love that girl! We have twin souls!! lol mike and jess! i'm gonna go lye of the couch now!! What a day! call me if ya