hmmm...lets look at jennifers afternoon....she stupidly went to 3:30 with Marcia because shes stupid...then in the middle of 3:30 some little douchebag kid HIT MY CAR while it was parked!!!!!! he had to be a complete retard because theres a good foot and a half thats all scratched up. plus, my bumper is completely cracked so im going to have to get ( Read more... )

wow yesterday made me feel 9765785349384 better! i got my letter from florida state.....and i got in!!! i am soo happy! i didnt think that i was going to get in at all. and a few days ago i got my letter from usf and i got in there too! i got into level 3 ballet out of 4 levels and thats pretty damn good for my first year. i dont really want to go ( Read more... )

wow i havent written in a long time. I am leaving for Florida soon. i need a vacation. i can only handle so much of carlisle and cpyb. im going to audition for Florida State University and im kinda nervous. yesterday i found myself asking what life would have been with if i would have quite ballet a few years ago and never came up here. and i came ( Read more... )

yes school has finally started. its not that bad. my schedules pretty easy. theres the usual not talking to anyone because people are gay in most of my classes and i dont want to talk to them.it goes as follows:
1: English (gay people with a black teacher that has the rep of being racists against white people. yay!)
2: M-Health (with a total of 42 ( Read more... )

all this and no storm. what is that? i was all excited that i would see trees and people flying by my window. but no, not even a gust of wind. this just ruined my rush of excitement that i had for mothernature and made the day a drag ( Read more... )

yeah...i can walk

im home. ballet was horrible. i hurt my foot just as i was starting to get better, just before i was going to be looked at by an important person. my flight here sucked ass. but now im home, i miss my baby. i dont want to go back up to pennsylvania. i hate the school and everyone at it. theres only one person up there that i enjoy spending time ( Read more... )

i hate how people seem to assume that they know everything about anything. people think that they know what they are talking about when they say stuff about me and joe. they have no clue. how do people seem to go to assumptions that something so glorious and great wont last? why do they automatically think that something good wont finally happen to ( Read more... )

why cant everyday be like yesterday. it was one of those days that ive always wanted to have and have been dreaming about having. it was one of the best days ever!! everything went glorious and i mean everything. at ballet one of my teachers told me that im looking alot better and that i should keep up the good work. i was happy. earlier i got to ( Read more... )

i know that im over reacting. but i cant help it. i care about him so much. hes too good to be doing that kind of stuff and thats what bothers me. that i know that hes better than that. that he can do something as long as he puts a good mind to it. all during class i knew that something was wrong, i could feel it. something wasnt right. i guess ( Read more... )