yeah so...im just done...done with it all...i cant even have a fling right...ugh...i just hate the holidays too..this just really sucks

omfg i am so pissed right now, im done with guys, all of them, im fucking tired of it all

blah blah last day of november...i remember complianing that it sucked 4 days into it, now the whole fricken month is gone...and i barely remember what i did! i hate that...i hate how time goes by and i miss it...i mean it wasnt a bad time all in all this month, it just went by quick, no new issues, all the same old ones...new friends, hanging with ( Read more... )

haha such guys are such scum, expecially when you think that they are so great then you learn the exact oppostie, its so good, but then there are the guys who arent that much scum, or atleast you dont know if he is or not, oh well, all in due time, but yeah, met this cool chick, which is unusual because i dont like girls, which is pretty neat, and ( Read more... )

yes i am a loser, last night was fun, well needed, thanks kati for finding that lovely party, thanks danielle for coming to get me, but no more beer...my head is killing me...and im thirsty...but all in all it was a great time, lots of making out...lol...ran into 2 people i have art class with...one of whom ive been saying that we need to drink ( Read more... )

okay so today its been one year exactly...and ive come to the realization that i need to get over it and i think i already am getting to that point...life goes on..you live and you learn...it helps to know that he didnt remember...heh...i just need someone to occupy me now...someone fun to hang out with, guy-wise, i just need to get out and meet ( Read more... )

why cant i just get rid of you from my mind? from my memories? why can i still feel how you touched me? why cant i just forget? why cant i just stop caring? friday it will be exactly one year since we went to the art musuem...one of the best times ive had...knowing the whole time there, that i just wanted you to hold me, but knowing that you ( Read more... )

this is going to be the week from hell

best line of today: lady: " are your douches in this aisle ( Read more... )

so almost got into a car accident this morning...that wasnt too fun, so i let phil drive the rest of the way due to racing pulse and the uncontrollable urge to say " oh my god" over and over....so yeah...it was odd being in my passenger seat...but it was for the better...AH I HATE SCHOOL!!!