I just have to reassure myself...

[all_fears_aside]

Anyone who knew him before, and who knows him now...

he wasn't always a total asshole, right? I can't bring myself to accept the fact that I was hung up on someone that was that horrible a person to begin with.

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[highstriker915]

is everything ok? Speaking from personal experience people change in a blink of an eye. It's amazing to me how much they can change.. I mean a complete 360. In other cases they mask who they are till they are comfortable and in some cases we are even blind to it..that's what love does to you.

If you need to talk to anyone I'm around. I know what it's like to have people change on you for the worst.

[all_fears_aside]

naw everythings fine. it's not Mark lol. and I know how horribly clouded perceptions can get, especially when you are so used to and so enjoy the thing that used to be, you just can't seem to let it go and thus see the reality of the situation/person. I don't even really know WHO he was in the first place, which was part of the problem. But whatever no worries, he's not worth the dead bees in the back of a car window and I can see that now.

[anordinarygirl]

yeah he used to be a completely different person, i actually used to enjoy his company.

he definitely changed for the worst. you're not going crazy.