todays the day, when dreaming ends.

So I've decided that since the past few years of my life have sucked ass friend-wise, I'm taking this summer and just rolling with it. I want to finally be able to do random things and have fun, not worry about money or consequences (monstly just the money thing though lol). I don't want to be stuck in the house being lonely like I normally do. Or ( Read more... )

theres just some people that you'll never be able to get to open up to you, no matter how hard you try.

cheers to friends and whatever else they are.

so why is it that whenever i actually need to get some rest i just cant ( Read more... )

theres a giant spider in my room somewhere that i can't find (under or around my bed too of course) and this storm is making me particularly nervous. all in all not a good night. i had to leave my room a few times cuz i couldnt deal with the spider situation and started crying. im such a baby.

and now i feel sick cuz of all this.

Nohting really to write about because not a whole lot of anything interesting happens in my life. I've got absolutely nothing going on this weekend (don't even get to hang out with the boyface :( ) and everyone else is basically busy. lame ( Read more... )

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So this whole, working 60 hours a week blows a lot. I've realized that I dont eat very much, maybe one half a meal a day and then the occasional snack. I dont have the time or energy to cook (or even go shopping for that matter) I wish sooo much that I had a better job so I wouldnt need 2. Luckily Mark works with me now or I would never see him. It ( Read more... )

So apparently breaking into Sheehan cars is a fast growing trend ( Read more... )

I dont write on this subject much because of the obviousness that I'm pretty agnostic, however I read someone's note on facebook today that grossed me out quite a bit and I had to share ( Read more... )