now i'm lying on the table with everything you said...

May 14, 2005 20:21


'kay so last night was F-U-N!

i got ready and went and met kayla and kyle at piedmont. we then proceeded to pullman where we went into and parked in the wrong parking garage. well, we then had to find the elevator and tunnel to go across to get to pullman. it was confusing. we got there and bought our tickets. kelly didn't end up showing up, so i ( Read more... )

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cheerbaby003 May 14 2005, 19:45:46 UTC
Oh gosh, I don't even want to think about that, but I guess I'll try. I've never really lost anyone close to me, other than 2 of my great grandma's when I was like 7ish, but I wasn't all that close to them. I don't think I could handle death well in general, especially any of my friends dying. I just can't imagine. I know we aren't close anymore, and that's not cool, but I'd definitely be incredibly upset. I don't know how it would affect the rest of my life, although I'm sure it would, It'd probably make me cherish what I have while it's here (I should proably do that anyway though.). I'm sorry for anytime I've ever hurt you, because I know that I have before. That's something I'd want to tell you. Hm, I don't know what else to put, but it'd upset me greatly so no dying allowed for Jordz. =)

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shoot4the_stars May 14 2005, 20:06:29 UTC
I don't want to think of any of my friends dying but, i would probably say.. I'm sorry this is happened, i'm sorry that you're gone, i'm sorry that i was so mean to you when we were little, i'm sorry that we spent most of the time we knew each other fighting over stupid things, i'm sorry that you cried so many times and i wasn't there or didn't care enough to ask why, and that i'm sorry for all the times i was too stubborn to tell you i was sorry first..I would never forget you but, i know you'd want me to live my life, be happy, and achieve something..

i would want to make you proud =)

And, i NEVER want to have to say those things; So.. don't die on us <3

-Lex

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jenmariex May 15 2005, 09:09:38 UTC
I haven't known you too long and I don't think i have ever hurt you before and I hope i never do but if i ever would hurt you I am 100 times more sorry for it in advance... I love what you did for me at Kylas and I love you period.. we don't talk much seeing we go to different schools.. but you have to come to my recital with kyla if possible so I can see you again.. and we have to hang during the summer! you are always nice to me when needed and I don't know who I would ask the questions I have.. We seem to be ok friends and I hoe it grows... I would utterly be upset if anytihng happens to you...

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beatfulbreakdwn May 15 2005, 12:45:15 UTC
wow ... reading the question itself gave me cold chills. i cant even imagine what i would do if i didng have you. when i get upset one of the first thing i think of is call jordie. i love you so much and you are one of the few people who care enough about me to listen when im down and b there. a lot of times im upset about something you can completely relate to and we can talk for hours about funny stories or just anything silly. you always find some way to pick me up when im down... i just have no idea what lfe would be like without you... and i know i dont give yuo near enough credit 90% of the time... but you are the friend who i can call at midnight and just cry my eyes out and then by the end of the conversation im laughing and i feel so much better. you always know just how to pick me up. when we do get to hang out we have a blast and i love it and i really hope that we get to hang out more soon. i miss you right now and thinking about you not being here anymore makes me so sad. i dont deal well with loss.. bad changes.. things ( ... )

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x___sincerelyme May 15 2005, 13:54:22 UTC
I would tell you how much i love you and how i didn't want you to leave me, but i would ask you to tell the people you dont like, you dont like them, thats the one thing i dont really like. I just want you to be happy with whatever you do. because i love you so much, you've been there for me so many times, before you even knew me you were there for me, and i promise to always be there for you.

ROAR I'M A LION!!!

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x___sincerelyme May 15 2005, 13:58:07 UTC
i posted that before i was done. lol. my bad.

but i would think about you all the time, i would miss you so much. it would be very hard for me to do things that I did with you and not think about you and just start crying. I once had a dream that you, chris, and kyle all died, and left me here alone. it was at school, lol, and i woke up in tears. just the tought of you leaving makes me stomache ache. please dont leave me any time soon, so when your neighbor asks you to see his hole, DONT GO!!! lol. but i love you, and my life wouldn't be the same without you.

i love you jordie rae clarkson

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