I got the internet today and I signed on to AIM to see if my girlies were on and ther weren't, but instead, I got a message from a boy...that I had a crush on in high school! Aaaaahhhhhh!!!!! I kinda freaked out...a little...okay A LOT!!! I can not believe it! OMG! What does a heart attack feel like exactly? I think I may have had one or at least ( Read more... )

So, this will probably be my last post for this chapter of my life. Only tomorrow and then it's farewell for the next 3 months for most us and goodbye for a few others. Everyone's posts have been so sad lately and I really don't want mine to be on of those, but it's been a sad couple weeks for this kid ( Read more... )

I really have no reason to post ( Read more... )

I hate being so bitter. I hate being so jealous. I don't think it's healthy to be this jealous. I'm happy for people in relationships. I'm happy for people that have someone they can call late at night or in the middle of the day. People that get asked out and hit on...good for you. But, I'm still jealous. I wish I couls have that. Experience the ( Read more... )

So I've been meaning to update, but I've been so busy...okay, tired...to do so, but I have a little time so here I sit. The weekend was, well weekend-y. Didn't do much. Homework and work was the jist of it, but Mitch did get me to go to a party with her. Didn't really do much partying because the beer was out...what fun is that???...but, it turned ( Read more... )

This is the moment that you know ( Read more... )

I just want him to love me back!!! I'm not sure who I mean when I say that. "You've practiced this too much."(pitter-patter)"Dr. Swinkels, you know that story you told us last semester...it worked"I know the secret to making anyone in the world fall in love with you...any takers??? I'm a failure.I'm not going home...I hope my summer is amazing and ( Read more... )

Registration was a success. At least something in my life went right. Going for the gold nest semester because I don't feel like I've done anything in the year that I've been here and I feel like a big ol' loser head. Hoping to take 6 hours over the summer, too, but if not I'll do my second CULF over the summer and deal with religious studies type ( Read more... )

Why does he hate me? I never thought that thinking was a bad thing. I don't understand what I did wrong. I thought we were closer than that. I guess I was wrong again. I'm always wrong. Very, very wrong...

What is WRONG with me??? Since, I've been back from easter I have been the most miserable I have been in a long time. Yeah, I have my good days...good moments is more appropriate, but for the most part I have been miserable. I feel like I'm stuck in a routine or something. Like I'm going through the motions of everyday life, but getting absolutely ( Read more... )