I never thought it would come to this. The first two years of our relationship, I was extremely cautious. She was always the one telling me that she wanted to get married, and have kids, and start a future together and after what happened to me the first time around (I'll get to that in a minute) I wanted to be cautious because I didn't want anyone ( Read more... )

I found something that will help me so so drastically in this time of need. I am going to purposely post it up in my next entries (this message is going in any part of the internet i can get it being that the people that are helping me through this are just.......amazingly awesome) with some explanation and elaboration. But I really want everybody ( Read more... )

So I can pretend that I really don't care. I can come on myspace and hook the whole thing up like everything in my life is fine and peachy right now. Or I can start dating ASAP and hook up with as many people as I can until I think I find "the one" that will be my one and only. Or I can go out and spend my money drastically to compensate for my ( Read more... )

Its like 9:30am. I had like 6 hours of sleep. I wish I could sleep longer, but oh well. I'm up now ( Read more... )

I feel better in terms of my state of mind. I got myself together, I got my good cries out, and now I feel much more stable than I formally did. Time to get focused again ( Read more... )

I haven't cried like that in a long time ( Read more... )

I just spent an hour commenting in almost half of the myspaces on my friends list. Chances are, if you are on my buddylist and a good friend of mine, I commented on yours.

Now I'll go make some grilled cheese.

Random Update ( Read more... )

I'll be at CI today from around 4-7. Maybe later. Come meet me there and play DDR with me.

Damn, doesn't ANYONE KNOW HOW TO READ ARROWS ANYMORE? What the fuck is it with all these speed mods. I go on DDR freak now and then, and look at accomplishments and people are playing ten footers on 1.5x and 2x? You mean to tell me that your sight reading sucks that much that 300 BPM isn't good enough for you? What the shit???? People play ITG on ( Read more... )