i know it's been another very long time since i've written in this. so busy lately. as my close friends may know, my grandma, whom was the most influential person in my life, sadly passed away. it was so very unexpected that, dealing with it, was nearly impossible. and i apologize for all of you who had to put up with me in those tough times. i ( Read more... )

i hate walmart

today's the first day of december. i'm great at stating the obvious. 6 more months until summer. i can't wait.

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it's thanksgiving. i have no boyfriend. no best friend. no one who is constantly there for me. what i do have, is an upset ex, a rude clan of girls nagging on me, saddened friends, and a grumpy couple of parents. isn't life wonderful?! oh! and a book report due monday that i haven't even read the book for. hooray. life couldn't be better.

well.. i haven't written in over a month.. i guess summer's gotten the best of me.. and i hate to say it, but today's the last day of summer.. and i don't know what i'm going to do about school. going to prescott is definetly a good thing. and i'm very glad and thankful i have such great friends at prescott, but i can't imagine what it will be ( Read more... )

i hate how i ignore you. i hate how i deny you of my attention. i hate how i turn you down. i hate how i hurt you. and i hate how you don't know how i feel. i hate how i ignore you as if it were okay. but it's not and i hate that. and i just wish i were a good person. i hate how i'm sorry because none of this is my fault. i hate how i know it's ( Read more... )

my family and i went to san fransisco to visit family but mostly because my great grandma is pretty sick.. the trip was fun, except both of my nephews and i got sick.. :S that was not fun. we went to the city on sunday, that was fun, chinatown is always a challenge. and yeah.. i'm sick today :( i'm pretty bored.. uh.

it's ok now. he said so. and it makes me happy inside.

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