Scared.

[all_that_jazzz]

Thinking about the rest of the year... makes me choke up.
Thinking about Grad this year scares me shitless.
Thinking about next year makes me sad.
Thinking about my grade 12 year makes me want to curl up into a ball.

I don't know who I want to be right now.
I dont know which way to go.
I have no confidence right now.
I don't want to never see him again.

Comments

[thaibobye]

We're all there, Annelise. We're all feeling it. It's time for us to grow up, but that doesn't mean we have to forget the good times (or the bad times) of high school. We need to wear them proudly, because they are our memories, good or bad. Without those, we're lost. So if you must let something from these last 12 years of your life go, REMEMBER it, and it'll never really be gone. New beginnings... isn't that what they say?

-Thai.

[all_that_jazzz]

Thank you, Thai.

[k_spoon]

hi small cute one.
you're awsome. here's a lesson-moral-thingy i got from a friend
"everything ends, but everything also begins anew. even if it feels like everything's dying and falling apart, it's just a step in starting over."
i thought it was smart.

[all_that_jazzz]

i miss you. we need to do something. or you need to come visit, or something. xo