i was just thinking about all the nice stuff that everyone said to me in my yearbook, how i am cool and have a great personality and have a great future ahead of me... this is nice to an extent, but those comments only go so far and if i dont feel that way about myself it mean nothing.... i guess everything mean nothing because at this moment i ( Read more... )

this entry will be long for all of you that get bored easily.... you can stop reading now.. well this weekend has been bad, i havent really talked to anyone for a while and when i say talk i mean engage in a conversation, the reason of this i do not know. i was constantly listing the good and bad things in my life at the moment and i wanted to put ( Read more... )

it is crazy how something can represent something much bigger.... save me a peach! hahah dang that is great... i love how a conversation can spark another conversation and then a inside joke is created... i am leaving at 1400 hours for my dads house and i wish i wasnt leaving but i am really happy to be seeing my dad, because i have not seen him ( Read more... )

last night was one of the best nights ever! and it wasnt like i had an awesome time and it was really fun it just was beautiful and calm. i hung out with tam and danny yesterday we went to best buy and an auto shop store then we went to go to lincoln video to get some def comedy jam movies which turned out to be not so funny so then we ate and ( Read more... )

days go by and still i think of him.... wondering what to say when i ask him to sign my yearbook... what would be the best way to ask? i say to myself, wondering what he will think? does he still think i am beautiful i ask myself? does he still think i am kind or generous or smart, does he still remember the times we share and wonder if ( Read more... )

days go by and i will remain... entacked?intacked? whatever i will remain in one piece. we get our yearbooks today and i look through.... i look bad in every picture of course but hey! i remain as one. i have lots of homework to do and i have two finals this week that will determine my oh so loved grade point average, but hey!, i remain as one. i ( Read more... )

I'll be here a while, ain't going nowhere ( Read more... )

i am starting again, starting to write and have a life again, trying hard to love life trying hard to love everything and it is hard at times, and quite easy at others. People seem cruel and fake and i dislike those who are i cant handle those people in my life, too much negative, makes life sad and negative. treat people as you are treated, i ( Read more... )

ahhh, sunday! tomorrow i have to go to school, and this in itself is horrible. this weekend has been uneventful and i can only wish that this sunday will bring me something more than boredom. yesterday i went nowhere, instead i stayed home with my sister and watched about six movies, and i am not kidding, almost a full day of movie watching. i ( Read more... )

i am at my dads and i am tempted to eat and raid the fridge, why is this you ask???... it is because i am so freakin bored and i have nothing else to do. my sister veronica is going to yellowstone tomorrow with my grandparents for a week and that is totally rockin! i wish i could have gone but apparently they are only taking the younger ones, to ( Read more... )