well as you may know aj and i did break up, and it was hard because i was the dumpee... well exactly a week later... we are back together again and i feel complete once again... i am really happy with what we have and i believe that what we have is great and really special, i mean to break up and still have feelings for each other and to get ( Read more... )

today is late start day... and i didnt wake up late, in fact i am up right now... i wish i had some homework to do, but i dont so i just waste valuable sleeping time... maybe i should eat....? i really cant but maybe i should ( Read more... )

it is hard... yes.! god, so hard, to see him everyday, to see him laughing while i my mind twists and moves a million times a minute... to be asked... "are you okay?... i heard the news" news as if it was something good?... maybe he says it that way, why would be though... there is not reason... my mind it fragments and fragmented, moving so ( Read more... )

today was good and i had a minimum day so that was really good, and i had a lot of fun hanging out with aj and his friend at the beach... def a step into the happy life of me... hee.. a lot of stuff was due for my classes but i got everything done and that is a good thing... i went over stuff for math and i think i did really well on the test and ( Read more... )

i am one busy person, as i look at the big pile of papers before me.. hah dang i have sudden urges to just take all the papers out of my binder and just throw them away.. haha dang well yea.. things have been going really well these last two days and i have a who perspective on life and out i act towards it.. i guess you would say that i ( Read more... )

well today was good... not extremely good but good enough for me to say the day went well. i really saw this day as like a summer school day, seems like i was there but i didnt have to be you know... nothing really happened in any of my classes.. in ap comp we watched a 311 concert which was really cool and laid back.. good times... me and susana ( Read more... )

as i sit here on the computer and listen to the news i just reflect on the past few days of the war... basically like i told justin all i have been seeing is the war and i really dont mind the much because as a resident of america i like to be informed about what is going on in the middle east and in the war. but as i like to know what is going on ( Read more... )

well end of the week and start of the weekend... at my dads and for some reason the drive here was very short and fast. the whole way there i was just thinking about everything, especially college. recently i have been thinking about college a lot and whether i want to go to ucla... now this has been my dream since i was in third or second grade ( Read more... )

today was a good day.... normal, windy, overall good.... also me and aj have been going out for eight months to this day and i feel very accomplished because of this. i hoped to do something today with him but he went with his bro to the car dealer because his bro is going to buy a new car. aj hasnt been home all day and i am kinda of sad ( Read more... )

well quals is over and i am exhausted still, and i am trying to recover still from the past two days. quals went well though and i placed fourth in both of my events :improptu and duo interp. so that mean i can go to state in either on, i only could choose one though so... me and kam had a dillema, because if we dropped and went in our ( Read more... )