Oh my God, I'm fucking crying right now. It may sound stupid, but it reminded me of what I did 9 months ago, and what I had done several months before my second attempt. I tried twice. First time: carbon monoxyde, second time: I took 9 sleeping pills(there wasn't any more left) while taking a bath. I survived both times and I know that I am fucking lucky, because I don't have any physical damages, but it didn't help anything and I remained manic-depressive, paranoid and schizo, I still have a lot of problems in my relationships with people and I am so scared of being hurt.In some way, I think I got over being suicidal, maybe I got used to it? I still think about it a lot but I don't feel like it so much anymore, but a lot of things have been happening to me lately and it's getting hard to live again so as an alternative, I started cutting myself again, and it helps. I don't know who wrote that in the first place...but it was a great idea.
wow this really touched me. as said before thanx for posting this. this is going to be handy on friday at my highschool since we are having this teen issue day.
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I don't know who wrote that in the first place...but it was a great idea.
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