there are few moments where one second you're a little girl playing with the world, and the next you're a woman being played by the world. reality check to the extreme. nobody should have their innocence taken away like this. despite it all, i've learned a lot, and realized that no matter how strong and stable i may be, it's OK to need support ( Read more... )

there's a warrent out for my arrest. any law officer in the state of california can arrest me--at home, at work, anywhere. my bail is $2000 ( Read more... )

i've decided that learning statistics every morning is not a good way to wake up. city college summer school sucks ass. if it wasn't for the bunnies that roam around the campus lookin' cute, i don't think i'd even go ( Read more... )

I've been out walking ( Read more... )

showers come less often these days. i was in the shower on thursday and was thinking about hopping into my car friday morning with a small suitcase and heading toward northern california. toward trees and fresh air. i shoulda done it. it would have totally given me the satisfaction of being able to say that yes, i CAN be spontaneous and impulsive ( Read more... )

ok so i'm tired and it's friday the third. Three is a good number, in fact it's my favorite number. so anyway, i'm just trying to figure out this thing called "live journal", and it's not working out very well. you see, the thing is that you all have had your little accounts probably since you were wee-little freshmen in high-school. me? i'm trying ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do. i'm sorry. life is very very interesting but i just don't have the gosh darn time or patience to figure this thing out.