Well I don't really have that much to say about today. Nothing of real importance happened, talked to Michelle, and we're starting a 'plan.' hah, actually it's not really a plan, it's just kind of an expierement(sp?) how's that sound? Also, I now have a new mother and father...Tonee is my mom, and Lauren is my dad, and they grounded me tonight, ( Read more... )

Everything is a blur right now...WONDERFUL night! I can't think straight...I had so much fun...I don't even know...I just want to go and think about it all night. In spite of that, I wrote this ( Read more... )

People are effing stupid...they don't know what's going on or anything, but soult drove past my house today like 50 bazillion times before he found mine...lol...we went to plank rd., found out the thing was yesterday and that rosa goofed, so we went back to d-ville, and they said we could go home, so here i sit...awaiting dinner time, that should ( Read more... )

Recently, insted of cutting, I wrote about cutting, I thought I might share it with you, if you think it might trigger you- don't read it, k? k ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been awhile since I've been able to really do that. But it's thanks to one person in particular. Actually to a few people. Mostly people from work ( Read more... )

I'm so tired right now, this isn't even funny. So I stayed at work last night until 8:30...I was supposed to be done at 8...so no big deal. Saw Jenn :-) That was cool. Well, then I came home and updated the journal...as you saw...then at around 10 pm as I was getting ready to do some laundry, Tabby(my manager) called me and begged me to come ( Read more... )

so what's new, I have a problem in my life, big surprise huh ( Read more... )

So I had a long talk last night with somebody whom I've never really talked to a lot in the past. It was nice. It helped a lot. I just talked and talked, like I had known him forever and I trusted him. I told him everything, whatever came into my mind, I just said it, and he helped me feel better. We talked for hours...from 7pm until 1 am with ( Read more... )

Well I have officially given him the wrong idea, which I didn't want to do, and I feel terrible about it. So now, I must let him know my "plan" althought it's not really a plan, because plans are bad, you just let things happen, you don't plan them. Which I was aware of today, by my good friend Tracy. My plan did not work today, because I ( Read more... )

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