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Story 18 ✐ video〚au!discedo〛

Apr 13, 2011 15:57

[The view is dark and it's hard to make out Chihiro's shape, but from the unsteady view it's obvious that she's shaking. From what you can see of her face, she looks... well, she looks terrified.]

I-If... if you were going to, um, k-kill yourself. What do you think the... best method would be?

[Further away you can hear someone call, "Sis, it's ( Read more... )

my depressing life let me show you it, sob why meeee, let's pretend i'm stable, c: namine, c: anya alstreim, disorders don't do well in discedo, fuck my life forever and ever, suicide is the only answer, plot: aucedo, c: kirika yuumura, c: ange ushiromiya, c: marco, going to dieeee now, c: japan

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video asideglance April 13 2011, 23:46:24 UTC

...Chihiro-san.

[he doesn't even care if he gets tracked down anymore, man]

video allephoria April 13 2011, 23:51:10 UTC

Japan-san, right? [And similarly, she is done trying to not sound bitter.]

video asideglance April 13 2011, 23:58:55 UTC

Correct. Such a morbid topic... I have answers, but I am hesitant to share them.

video allephoria April 14 2011, 00:00:29 UTC

... does it really matter anymore?

video asideglance April 14 2011, 00:02:23 UTC

What matters is the path to that place we were before. I am attempting to think of the least harmful way for Chihiro-san.

[aka he is wondering if there's a good suicide way for her or if he should help her out WOW HORRIBLE]

video allephoria April 14 2011, 00:06:12 UTC

I can't even remember it anymore. It's hard to care when it's like you never did in the first place.

video asideglance April 14 2011, 00:10:04 UTC

I remember. I understand it is difficult for Chihiro-san, but this place is not meant for us.

video allephoria April 14 2011, 00:15:24 UTC

I know that... I know that! [her voice is actually starting to rise I think this is a first] Even if I wanted to stay here I couldn't because I don't know anything! The me of here never lost her memories like I did. Why is her life so wonderful when mine isn't?

It... it's not fair!

video asideglance April 16 2011, 04:33:25 UTC

Chihiro-san. This life is surely false.

video allephoria April 16 2011, 08:39:16 UTC

How can I believe that?! My family--they may not really be "my" family, but they love the Chihiro of here as much as my real family. I can't just believe those feelings are a lie.

video asideglance April 18 2011, 18:11:10 UTC

They are as real as emotions from one dream figure to another. But it does not matter. We are not meant to be here. We were not meant to see such things. Such things should not exist. That is my belief.

video allephoria April 18 2011, 22:07:12 UTC

You're saying these people... shouldn't exist?

video asideglance April 19 2011, 03:46:22 UTC

I do not recall this life, so something is strange.

video allephoria April 19 2011, 04:40:40 UTC

Is that how it is...? [SO UNSURE OF EVERYTHING CAN YOU FEEL IT]

video asideglance April 19 2011, 04:54:18 UTC

I believe so. [SO SYMPATHETICALLY]

video allephoria April 19 2011, 05:01:48 UTC

I wonder...

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