im excited but at the same time im going to be really sad that brandon wont be there. i really wish he was coming. he started his new job today! he got the managing job at Lowes. he wont be off till late tonight, hes got training and testing to do all day. he also doesnt get to see me off tomorrow but i think he will be able to pick me up when i ( Read more... )

im listening to ryan adams version of WONDERWALL, which i will have to say i kind of like it more than the original. but i am more of a ryan adams fan than a oasis, but i still love oasis. anyways ( Read more... )

there are 10 cameras in this room alone. in every direction. i want to scratch my ass but im affraid if i do someone will catch me and laugh. well brandon still hasnt found a job but hes been getting lot of interviews so something is bound to happen soon i can feel it. things with us have been even better than the last time i updated. ive slowly ( Read more... )

i've been doing okay. i'm still alive so i guess i should be happy about that right? i don't know what is in this cool gloomy kentucky air but it has me thinking more than usual. brandon has been really weird this last week since he lost his job. he seems distant. he told me he feels like he has let me down and hes so disappointed in himself. of ( Read more... )

HELLO ALL MY PEEPS ( Read more... )

damn. im fucking tired and i still have two hours before i can get the hell out of here. lets see. things with brandon are great still. his neice asked him if he was going to marry me... im not in the mood to hear those words. i mean that in the nicest way possible ( Read more... )

i'm in love ( Read more... )

for the most part. so brandon and i get along really well. we have been spending a lot of time together. hes fun and i have fun when im with him. i'll make this breif. lets see friday brandon and i went to o'charlies he met my friedns karen and kenny. then we went to ou friend dougs house were we watched WEEDS (FUCKING HILARIOUS) and smoked some ( Read more... )

i met this guy named brandon and we are going on our first date tomorrow. heheheh.

"please forgive me if i act a little strange..for i know not what i do..feels like lighting running through my veins everytime i look at you."

peace and all my love,
amber

i hate being the other woman. i know better. he knows better. everything has to be a secret. at least when we are together they arent. its not love but its not far from it..we discussed this last night. we slept in the same bed arms wrapped around each other. it felt good until the sun came up when we both realized it was time for this dream to end ( Read more... )