I finally bought batteries to take pictures of my new hair and my new nails ( Read more... )

Ive ruined everything. I want to go back when we were happy. I was happy, but I screwed up again. And there is no excuses. Nothing to hide behind except my own self sabotaging techniques.

He'll never know how much I love him.

And now he hates me.

I would make it all better if I could. But I cant. I want to.

Im sorry.

Today, I got sunstroke and a bird shit on me.

8 hours on my feet agian today. Something tells me this summer wont be much different from the last.

i wonder what i would write if i didnt have an audience?

what i am actually feeling? whats actually going through my head?

its back to the Jax morrow morning.

you cant go home again.

why am i so angry all the time?

The only thing keeping me sane right now is my house and its inhabitants.

so thanks.

home.

alright kingston im outta here.

Dear Immune System:

Fuck you.

That is all.

I FUCKIN LOVE BEING DRUNK!

good luick on Chem morrow Sarah

good luck on teaching me how to do N Merv

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