I'm the biggest complainer but I hate every dayyyyyyyyyy. I don't want to go to school anymore. I feel so uncomfortable there and I feel safe in my room. This weekend I'm just going to party every night and forget about everything. Everything stresses me out and I need someone to savee mee. I spend money out of nothing satisfying me. I waste ( Read more... )

I am soooooo sick of my life. I need something or someone new. A new job maybe ? Def. a new school. I'm taking like all junior classes and I couldn't stand it anymore so I just left at like 11 today. And I didn't go to school yesterday either. All I've been looking forward too all week is Sarah coming and I had a nightmare that she didn't come. I ( Read more... )

I'm not going to drink for 2 months, see how I feel and then probably start drinking again but I just hvae to get my self together. My appearance gets worse every weekend. I was drinking so much I was starting to act drunk when I wasn't. I would be in my house in the afternoon, having not had any alcohol in two days, and stumble in the bathroom ( Read more... )

I GET TO SEE SARAH IN LIKE 5 DAYS. I'M SHAKING I'M SO EXCITED OMGOMGGGGGGGGGG I LOVEE HERRRRRRRRR. THANKYOU GOD FOR LETTING HER COME BACK TO ME AHMENNNNNNN!!!!!!


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I've never been any more ready to move in my entire life. I'm sick of shitty people and living here while KNOWING I could be around people who would never turn their backs on me or talk behind my back. Living here has made me into one of the most insensitive people ever and every time I'm here for more than 3 months, I turn into a coldhearted ( Read more... )

If I'm on your friends and you're not on mine, take me off because that means I don't like you. Thanks.

ALL I DO IS DRINK EVERY SINGLE NIGHT I'M PROBABLY GOING TO DIE SOON

Last night I don't know WHAT went on I haven't slept in like 24 hours or something. I was so delirious all I remember was taking pictures with Sarah's dog and playing bullshit or as Sarah likes to call it "ASS" with this is hell kids. Today I got a flat tire but to make up for it I made a lot of money at work. My last day working is August 6th ( Read more... )

I had a dream that I was in the mall and all of a sudden I started yelling and screaming at that girl Paigetarian who I've never even talked to in my life. I just see her around. And then I like beat the shit out of her and left. Thennnnn I went home and went on myspace and there was this bulletin that this black guy made and all his pictures are ( Read more... )

I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head ( Read more... )