summertime... and the livin's easy

[allforthefall]

last night john and i were talking about things (drunk things) that wed done that we were still really embarassed about. then he asked about best drunk memories. i offered the good charlotte show in hartford that we didnt go to see. i was thinking about that today and remembring how after we got back from that trip i was having dinner with my

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[allforthefall]

yeah it definitely has and it might very well happen... itd just involve some getting in shape first?

[xoxoistompheads]

you sounds so happy. like a completely different girl almost. & i feel like... well i know, ive missed all of it. i want to get to know you again. this you. know what i mean?

i miss you. xo.

[allforthefall]

that was a happy entry, an entry thinking about the good stuff, nostalgia for really good times in the past and feeling bittersweet on the one hand for not keeping those times at hand but at the same time knowing that things change, times change, lives change, goals, or at least the things youre doing to acheive them, change.
that bittersweetness is definitely ever present in my life right now. im confused and scared and worried about alot of things, about everything, but what can i do besides go to school bc i need to and want to graduate soon? that school/graduation is perhaps teh only certainty and its the closest thing to a stable eye for the bittersweet storm.
*sigh* i miss you too. a whole lot.

[bluecarolina]

camp counselors are the best

do you want the new lawrence arms cd or do you want to wait for it? i have it but i think for now i am just going to listen to "are you there margaret? it's me, god" because, well, it was written for me after all.

let me know!

[bluecarolina]

SAM camp is eagerly awaiting your return
Love, SAM camp