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I hate reoccuring dreams...
especially when they are so close to reality it scares you.

I wake up in a panic saying..
"I KNOW IM NOT, I KNOW IM NOT, I KNOW IM NOT."

Go to hell, reoccuring dreams.

so today i practiced self control.
went shopping and didn't buy a darn thing.

hung out with shan all day- then tonight we're hanging out with some friends from silverdale.

everythings groovy again.

asian chicken with noodles for dinner.
mmmm... soo good.

P.S
Simple Plan Should be destroyed

end of P.S

LIFE IS SO grEAt ( Read more... )

could today get anybetter?
day off.
snow.
new knitting needles.
pretty yarn.
hershey's cocoa.
wrapping paper.
ah!!!
WINTeRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

so, i'm not wearing make-up for a while ( Read more... )

FINALLY!!!!
one of my family members FINALLY SAID IT!!!!!
I've been waiting my entire existance for this...

and i quote...

" you gon' mess with one bean , your gon' get the whole burrito."

gosh damn i love being mexican... big families... and they're crazy.

aww.. to smile.

i hate life lately.

I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.

it feels like when you have the times in life where you need people to be there, no one is around.

theres just nothing to smile about.

if effing thanksgiving and my dad and sister are watching lord of the mother fucking ring.
i hate that movie.
you're suppose to be jolly,
and listen to christmas music and eat a lot
and they are watching.. THAT.

p.s. sorry sara austin. i still like you though.