I see my self slipping away because I keep on trying to hold onto my self so tightly. I miss when it was easy to do this, I miss when it was easy to leave everything behind, and i'm mad because it's hard now. It's hard to see the people I have hate for everyday and still feel no different. It's hard to decide the difference between reality and fake ( Read more... )

So, here I am, mad as hell. Not really mad at anybody in particular, but still just mad. I was dancing ya know, all crazy like in my room to All that Jazz and a little bit o' Britany Spears...gotta love it! And I realized that I was like stomping around (keepin to the beat of course), and then bam outta no where I broke my closet. Seriously, the ( Read more... )

Wow, this has been an incredibly boring Thanksgiving break. I enjoyed it and all was well, but oh my god so boring! I mean I did stuff and got a lot of stuff done, but wow I felt so anti-social ( Read more... )

It's been a little while, I don't have much time to just like update this everyday like I did in the summa...I miss the summer so much! Omg, it was the best time like ever, and I miss it so bad. It's not like I want to sleep in all the time and everything, cuz that's not what I miss most. I miss just lounging...just relaxing and being able to go ( Read more... )

It's been a pretty fun week, i'm not sure when I last updated this, but nevertheless it's been a fun week. I've had volleyball try-outs and they've gone okay, not as well as I would have liked, but I gotta keep a positive attitde. So, I'm really sore! Kena's hot tub last night helped though, that was madd fun ( Read more... )

So I've decided that I don't really have an oppinion on whose a better presidential candidate. I don't not like either one of them, I think Bush has done a good job and I think Kerry will do a good job too, who knows. I'll leave it up to my elders and those who have been watching the candidates non-stop and who know more about our country than I do ( Read more... )

My parents decided to jet and take off with my brother again this weekend to Case Western (the college) to do some technology shit and mumbo jumbo. There home now, joyus! So friday I was sick, it sucked because I really wanted to go to school and be able to be the orange fanta, but nevertheless I was cursed and pronounced sick, therefore not ( Read more... )

Got such a busy schedual today and this friking thing takes like five jenn's to warm up! I measure some things in Jenn's now....that's it. I'm "working" on euro right now this is all I have ( Read more... )

Wow, just when you think you've known somebody for eight years, bam. They need "change" all I want to say to you is "Fuck you bitch", but i'm going to hold my self back, because that is wrong. Just like what your doing is wrong, you don't screw your "best friends" over just because you need change. I'm not like your fucking hair, and you can't ( Read more... )

Like woah do I need a break. It feels like i've been going a hundred mph and I havn't stoped since school began. I had no idea sophemore year would be so stressful. I droped down to regular spanish, so glad I did, i could feel the stress just like leaving me! Hell yes, it was amazing. I'm watching will and grace which is a funny show. I just " ( Read more... )