He told me he's leaving again, why did I have to fuck up when I had the chance? I havent been myself for so long, I really do detest everything about myself, yes Leigh I'm a stereotype. I DONT CARE ( Read more... )

so yeah yesterday uhh how great. Went to Camden and got wasted, Emma and Amy got wasted to... and I think Kymm Im not sure. Think I scared about 485734854 people randomly hugging them, then thought I was going to die had chips and stopped being dead, tried to kill myself, cried a lot, hell yes. Then went to Dome ut they were IDing everyone, for ( Read more... )

For some reason I decided I smelt horrible in Sociology and went home for a shower :: scratches chin :: I went into the computer room for about 15 minutes with Tiffany and Stuart did the coolest double take when he saw me, haha. You can tell he's going for the sophisticated look now and ahaha. I think I did a bit of a double take when I walked in ( Read more... )

I havent updated for ages, well Monday as Leigh informs me. I spent a lot of time being self centered about the whole thing. (Why do the people I'm close to always leave me...) but in the end it's nothing todo with me, and we really cant have been that close anyway. I hate the way I manage to put myself before everyone else, and this time I'm not ( Read more... )

I started talking to Jamie again, and he's moving away today. So there you go.

Got new shoes and trousies and CD's yesterday, and teeshirt from Camden. OH MY GOD YUM <3 the guy I bought my shoesies off. He was totally sexilicious! Bleach blond hair and a longish thin twisty beard thing. YUMYUMYUMYUM. anywhoo. I ended up buying some blue Gordan Jacks that make me an inch taller, Haha Go moi. Also some black back pocketed ( Read more... )

Arg today was great in a weird *oh my god my life sucks* way. I had 3 hours of law, my law class is kinda cool and my teacher does weird stuff like deciding to sing Rolf Harrises 3 legged man song because a guy in parliament has his arm in all 3 sides of the state. Haha. I didnt want to hang around 'like a goose' for the free period and lunch ( Read more... )

I dont give a shit if I'm over reacting. I hate everything. Ugh. I'm to angsty to write an entry. I hate writing in here anyway. It just makes me feel loserish. Who wants to say 'I went to school, was a loser, came home went online and got fatter ( Read more... )

Does anyone know anything about dreams? I had one of my old reacurring dreams where I have to go up a really steep slope to get out of somewhere/ to go forward and I cant. In the end of this one I was helped up by a Vicar, then I got up and slid for ages down a coridoor and lots of stairs and couldnt stop, I was about to crash into a wall when I ( Read more... )

Today was pretty non active, hung around in the cafeteriar with some girls from my English class, got bored and went home, came back for sociology. OH MY GOD. I saw Chris. It was one of those blast from the past occurances. One of those occasions where you've been thinking for years that'd you'd really like to see someone again from your primary ( Read more... )