im going to bake an apple pie today.. and banana bread. i hate when we go shopping an we dont use up stuff and it just goes to waste. .. this way it well get used.. before the bananas go bad.. there is just to of us we always have lots of left overs that we never eat and food that goes bad before it gets eaten .. I really get weird about eating ( Read more... )

i need JOB, i dont know why i have had such bad luck with employers but i need to find a job.. . every places i have quite in like 2 weeks after i leave they close down and still owe me money that i well never ever see..bremerton has nothing to offer me.. i need to get out of here... ive wanted to do that for sooooo long i guess when the time is ( Read more... )

im so sick of shady ass shitty people.. . I know one to many.. slowly i am learning to weed them out.. one by one.. learning that there are only so many people in my life that are worth having there and there are those that i can do with out ( Read more... )

i love my new job, I like all the people i have meet... the owners are awesome!! and everyone tells me that im doing really well for never ever bartending before... Im making good tips!! and learning a new skill!!.. it feels really nice to be doing something new ( Read more... )

secrets and lies hide behind green eyes, just getting bye, i think its time to say goodbye ( Read more... )

come to the callow house holloween party tonight starts around 9pm.

its defenitely October... nothin good ever happends in october.... my grandpa past away lastnight.. he was the only parent that my mom had left.. i know he is better off though.. he isnt sick anymore.. and he isnt in any pain.. my mom told me to not be sad.. because he is better off... i know she is right.. she told me not to cry because my grandpa ( Read more... )

sometime those thoughts that are in the back of your mind... you know the ones that u don't want to think about the ones that u try so hard to put in the back of your mind...yeah those ones.. yeah i have a head full of those right now.. today is one of those days were im trying realy hard not to think about those.....but they just well never ever ( Read more... )

i think my sadness grows stronger day by day.. my heart gets a little colder min by min.. i wish i was invisible.. i wish i could be happy i wish my words mattered. i wish i had a open heart and and open mind to run to. instead i have a cold heart and an empty mind and a selfish soul.

i have to get out of here.. its always the same shit... just a diffrent day..i think im going fucking insane.....