"I wish I could use my broken wings to fly away."

I'm so sad.I want to curl into a ball and die. I think too much, I cry too much, I eat too much, I sleep too much. I don't do enough of anything I need to. My mom called my teachers today and "was honest" with them about my "problems" of which she has no true knowledge of. I am single handedly fucking up my entire life and although i have the ( Read more... )

There's nothing wrong with my friends. There's nothing wrong with my house. There's nothing wrong with my parents. There's nothing wrong with my school. There's nothing wrong with my LIFE. So why do i live in a fantasy world? Why do i always wish i was somewhere else, with someone else, at a different point in time? And when i get to where i ( Read more... )

i'm sick today, so i'll enlighten you with one of these annoying pieces of shit. I suppose they can work well in a "getting to know you" sense, eh?

( annoying questionaire, enter at your own risk )

i've asked a million times, but this time i mean business- will someone PLEASE help me with my journal layout? i look at it enough (the friends page at least), i'd like it to be a better reflection of myself. Unfortunately, i don't have the skills but maybe you do and i can live vicariously through you!! please.......? I'd love you forever!!

ok, i'm gonna be honest for a few minutes about some things that are not going to represent me in the highest of lights.

I just want to be loved and protected. I want a big brother figure that would fuck up anyone who tries to mess with me and is concerned about my well being. Unfortunately, females are unable to fill this position to my ( Read more... )

So........ my throat hurts. I'm sick, this is kind of ironic 'cause i never get sick despite the fact that i always miss school due to "illness". I'm generally in a bad mood and it seems like whenever this happens, everybody needs something. Especially my mom. I'll admit that i do things that are very irritating and i'm not the most obediant or ( Read more... )

oh and by the way:
the highest form of respect is attraction.

...another thing i've been thinking about recently, which would explain why i derive basically all of my self worth from the (non-existant) admiration of guys...

actually it's a lesson in something else, but the fact that i'd do anything i disrespect others for is pretty pathetic ( Read more... )

Good morning all. I stayed up until 6am writing one meesely essay for the arts school. I just ended up including some old shitty writings from eariler in the year.

I'm so tired right now ( Read more... )