I got some really great advice from someone who I least expected it from, well... maybe not least but pretty close down at the bottom... so... now I've got this crazy... "happy/positive" feeling...

1 - List seven weird/quirky habits about myself ( Read more... )

I WILL do it this time... ALLYSON WILL BE HEALTHY ... I hope...

heather... I want a dr pepper

I need to grow up... I need to learn... to accept the things I can't change.... I have such a hard time with that... I feel the urge to vomit right now... there is a huge rock in the bottom of my stomach right now... because I can't accept that which I have no control over ( Read more... )

Esp against those who are two faced... and I'm starting to see it more and more around me... and it just blows my mind... if you don't like someone you don't have to pretend to be there BFF to their face and then the second they turn around rip them up one side and down the other... It just blows my mind, and then definitely makes me lose my faith ( Read more... )

and the screen's all shattered... the "almost unbreakable" glass have cracks through it like a spider web... I'm a little ticked... gotta take it in to apple to see if they can repair it and get a price estimate, but that won't be till thursday.... so I'm gonna be phone and textless for almost 2 days... :-(

things have become strange, I have most definitely become a recluse since the year's began, I barely go out now I've kinda lost most of what I considered my "friends"... but alas I am undaunted ( Read more... )

and they said my name on the radio... and now I can't stop smiling... I'm a loser

they said "thanks to our new member Allyson in McKinney, it must feel good to be a new member doesn't it allyson"

no it just feels good to hear my name on the radio!!!

YAY

in a funk, can't shake it...

this is day 5 now... its fucking annoying

SHAKE DAMNIT!!!

its amazing that you can have such dislike for someone, that the very thought or reminder of that person makes you want to vomit and then destroy things.... preferably in a way where it would make a large mess and noise ( Read more... )